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#1
Jan 23, 2025, 12:31 PM
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Here's a new one to start over. I'll link to it on the other and ask for the other to be closed.
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#3
Jan 23, 2025, 02:11 PM
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I fell asleep last night at 6. And I woke up at 4. I said to myself you are getting in the shower and getting a haircut. So I did. I'm happy with how it looks.
Looking back on things my mental health started improving around the middle of December. Which is when the increase in Prestiq would have kicked in. I told my dope pdoc thats all l needed. Now I'm applying for work and going to the grocery store at 2:30 in the afternoon. So I guess just eff him.
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#4
Jan 23, 2025, 02:40 PM
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I have NEVER been more depressed about the direction our country is going. I am BAWLING (and no I didn't stop taking my sertraline!).
😭 😭 😭
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#5
Jan 23, 2025, 02:42 PM
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He won't last long. I have a feeling. He will get impeached or assinated or just have a heart attack or something. Hang on.
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
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#6
Jan 23, 2025, 02:51 PM
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Saw my allergist today. Here’s part of what he wrote. I got bloodwork done that he requested today.
“Adverse food reaction, initial encounter Angioedema, initial encounter Unclear etiology she has had multiple reactions to multiple different foods and food products. She does report improved symptoms after stopping consuming blue dye. There does raise quesitons of HAE or possible MCAS but symptoms do not fit entirely. She would like to introduce fish. Had negative testing but is concerned regaring reintroduction.” “-continue to avoid blue dye and vinegar -will check tryptase and HAE labs -discussed fish introduction, she would like to introduce but nor comfortable introducing at home -will check serum values, if negative and not comfortable introducing at home would do observed feed with fish in clinic.”
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#7
Jan 23, 2025, 02:52 PM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#8
Jan 23, 2025, 03:30 PM
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I go back to work on Tuesday. I have some lesson plans to put up but it’s a bit tricky with my son being so hyperactive! Will go to the mall this morning and see if he’s a bit calmer this afternoon.
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#9
Jan 23, 2025, 03:31 PM
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liness!!!!!
stupid stupid lines, panicking out vdont exist.. stupid stupid me!! panicking and i dont exist..... of course that means nothing. but its still my fault. I choose to see the lines and I know it doesn't matter but it just makes me feel better if I don't touch them! I get sick if i DO touch them!
Possible trigger:
i just had a good post but my computer is I guess literally coming apart so that was fun to fix just to say au revoir. that's all folks. i don't knwo what's goin g on. i'm telling you, they're after me, and it's not pretty. You were Mother Nature's son Someone to whom I could relate Your needle and your damage done Remains a sordid twist of fate Now I'm trying to wake you up To pull you from the liquid sky 'Cause if I don't we'll both end up With just your songs that say goodbye tilted axis? we know. Full tilt. send it
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#10
Jan 23, 2025, 03:39 PM
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its so cold here at work. im sitting here with a sweater, colombia jacket and a winter coat in my cubicle and i cant get warm!
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#11
Jan 23, 2025, 03:55 PM
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Ok. So I can see why they say not to eat sweets with this stomach condition. I got this mini cotton candy cake yesterday from walmart and I had 2 pieces and I've been in stomach pain and puking all afternoon. It hasn't happened with any of the safe foods on my list.
But yeahh just feeling crappy right now
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#12
Jan 23, 2025, 04:08 PM
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Just walked out of the movie wicked, just not my cup of tea. So cliche.
As for the dictator and his oligarch minions. I’ve stopped listening to the news and only reading NPR articles. It keeps me informed without triggering me. But I don’t read late at night. We have two years of his getting his way then the midterms and hopefully impeachment. It’s scary, but I say to myself, you can get though this. Two yrs! Two years!
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#13
Jan 23, 2025, 04:16 PM
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
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#14
Jan 23, 2025, 04:19 PM
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Yup, I stood it for 30 minutes. Then I just couldn’t do anymore.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Jan 23, 2025, 04:33 PM
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
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#16
Jan 23, 2025, 05:06 PM
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Jan 23, 2025, 05:19 PM
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
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#18
Jan 23, 2025, 05:35 PM
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I'm leaving back tomorrow because of Victoria. We'll be back.
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#19
Jan 23, 2025, 05:53 PM
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I knew Wicked was going to be awful, just by the way it was advertised. I had seen the Broadway show years earlier and while it wasn't the worst thing I had seen, it wasn't that great either. I liked Lion King on Broadway better. Sorry you had a bad experience @Nammu -
 A better day than yesterday, I got up around 3pm (horrible), and managed to work and make a few dollars, so I am grateful. I just have to stay in a grateful mindset, even though it is hard after losing so much. I feel good though and positive for the weekend ahead - my sponsor will be here Saturday to go to my meeting with me and have lunch, really looking forward to that. I have my apartment, a nice roof over my head, all my stuff at home, my amazing car that I was able to fix, and all my friends and my amazing mom and dad in my life. I am so grateful things didn't turn out worse. Looking ahead to tomorrow and better days ahead! Plus, the weather is going to be warming up too! 
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#20
Jan 23, 2025, 05:57 PM
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Just got notice that my meds are ready! I’ll go tomorrow when it’s warmer. Wish it would warm up enough to wash the car. My car is sooo dirty.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#21
Jan 23, 2025, 06:27 PM
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So glad to be home. My husband is being super secretive about my birthday. Lol I wonder what he’s up to.. who knows.
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#22
Jan 23, 2025, 06:35 PM
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I just watched an hour long YouTube video of an interview with this MCAS expert doctor. Very interesting but I hope I don’t have it! My allergist took 6 vials at least of blood for various tests. I hope they come back at least by Monday along with a portal message from him interpreting the results!
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#23
Jan 23, 2025, 07:13 PM
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I managed to get a few lessons up. Still waiting on a colleague to email me some work. There’s only so much I can do when I’m missing the actual worksheets. Causing me unnecessary anxiety.
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#24
Jan 23, 2025, 07:17 PM
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Just waiting for Caleb to call for our nightly chat.
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Ingrezza 80 mgPropranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg Gabapentin 100 mg Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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#25
Jan 23, 2025, 07:33 PM
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Hello, been a busy day today
Been dissociating a lot today. Have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow morning. Idk if I should mention the dissociation and panic lately. I doubt there’s anything that can be done for it.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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