[greentires4me]

eating some candy corn I got from the local candy store...lol...and I was outside sitting on cement since I don't have a balcony to sit on...and wishing I had something else to do besides sitting and eating candy...but its fun answering posts...oh okay I have way too much spare time on my hands but its a lazy friday...feels like a saturday

enjoy it.

[greentires4me]

I even woke up late about 11:32am...which made me think it was a saturday

Selfish and uninterested in everything today. Angry at myself.

set up a date for my first tattoo...april 3rd, 2pm, the day before my 23rd birthday. w00t.

husband supports me, as always...so lucky to have him...

but he posted a really long and kind of controversial essay on tattoos and Christianity, since we both have been told it's a sin to get a tattoo, and i'm kind of worried about it because he shared it on my page and i haven't told anyone except him and my family that i'm getting one and K and i had a conversation about it and i hope she doesn't get offended...she said she doesn't but...

meh. stress. blah.

but ready to get my tat.

[greentires4me]

its 3 o clock in the morning and I am wide awake...

I feel like a goof ball

sesame street irritates me now. they completely took Cookie Monster out and replaced him with a stupid cartoon.

assholes.

but daughter loves the show, if only for Elmo's world, which irritates me even more.

whyyyyyy to kids like the things that make you want to plug your ears? and it's just going to get worse from here on out, isn't it.... DDDDDDDDDX

otherwise okay. blew up for a second because the damn dog food spilled all over the kitchen... stepped back, assessed the situation, and proceeded to sweep it up. then dog came in, sniffed it, and walked away. of course, haha.

PS: and now for some reason my dog is acting all crazy and stands in the middle of the kitchen or the dining room staring at me, just like my visions did. so that's a bit freaky, haha, but at least i know it's her.

[greentires4me]

its 6:48am and I am still wide awake...I have played all the games on my phone and realized I am bored...

that moment you realize after you've already poured your coffee that your husband shed all over the desk where your cup was sitting and you wonder why, this one time, you decided not to rinse your cup out first...

i'm there right now, haha.

hate it when i read friends' statuses that say something along the lines of "feeding my kid this super awesome spectacularly healthy snack of fruit and cheese and all the good things real moms feed their kids" because i can't afford that stuff and i feel like such a piece of crap because of it...

thinking isolation is a good idea right now...

[greentires4me]

Originally Posted by DreamAddiction37

hate it when i read friends' statuses that say something along the lines of "feeding my kid this super awesome spectacularly healthy snack of fruit and cheese and all the good things real moms feed their kids" because i can't afford that stuff and i feel like such a piece of crap because of it...

thinking isolation is a good idea right now...

aw don't isolate just because you can't afford it doesn't mean your a bad mother...

Originally Posted by DreamAddiction37

hate it when i read friends' statuses that say something along the lines of "feeding my kid this super awesome spectacularly healthy snack of fruit and cheese and all the good things real moms feed their kids" because i can't afford that stuff and i feel like such a piece of crap because of it...

thinking isolation is a good idea right now...

My mom couldn't afford stuff--we were on welfare. She fed me apples and peanut butter. Or celery and peanut butter. Or fried tortillas with cheese and sometimes put whatever vegetables we had in the 'fridge on top. We were so poor that we'd eat baked potatoes for dinner for a week. Sometimes I'd have ketchup and mayonnaise sandwiches for lunch. Not saying those last two things are totally fine but the point is, I'm pretty sure you're doing right by your kids. You don't need to feed them like, quinoa or starfruit to be an awesome mom. As long as you're not feeding them gummy bears and marshmallows with Coke for dinner, you're probably doing fine.

I'm sad today. I was supposed to go somewhere and I should have gone, but I talked myself out of it. Instead I'm sitting here on PC being an attention hog. Blah, blah, what else is new. I'm trying to pull myself up, promise. I'll get there.

i decided to finally use some of the stuff we've been collecting over the last few months and made some AWESOME chicken and broccoli alfredo stuff. the whole meal probably cost between $5 and $10 spread out over the last month but it would last me a week or two if it was just me, haha.

posted the recipe. bwuahaha.

[greentires4me]

Its 4:27pm still wide awake I been up since 1:30am this morning....I have had 4 hours of sleep and feel not remotely charged.

Today was an okay day I got my taxes done...so I get an HST/GST tax credit check for 255$ up to 4 times a year.

Man I think I might try for a nap I am tired....

It's mothers day here in the UK today so I have been spoilt Kids brought me breakfast in bed

Also it is my daughters 15th birthday today, I can'y believe my baby is 15, Years just fly by.

I feel quite happy today.

Originally Posted by Buttercup..

It's mothers day here in the UK today so I have been spoilt Kids brought me breakfast in bed

Also it is my daughters 15th birthday today, I can'y believe my baby is 15, Years just fly by.

I feel quite happy today.

Awww, Happy Mother's Day!

It's another weekend day and I have nothing to do. BUT! I actually changed out of my pajamas today and put some of my favorite perfume on. It smells cheerful so it's lifting my spirits. And it's 50 degrees today, even though it's raining--spring is in the air! I may even go to Starbucks today and get a coffee. At least through the drive-thru.

Much better day than yesterday. I'm gonna try to get out of the house later today since I've just been laying around all week. Still trying to work up the courage to get my ears pierced. Not afraid of the pain, just of people staring at me.

I'm doing well today aside from one pretty stressed out moment. Went for a long hike through the snow with the dog to cool down and made some food. Now here I am feeling much better.

[Landoflimbo]

I've been feeling really isolated and empty most of the day.. My mood has jumped. I feel so worthless. I'm just a disaster from the offset. My son hates me, my friends think I'm a joke, I've been dropped on like a ton of s&#* these past few days. I must have done something somewhere to someone in a previous life to keep having all this crap constantly.. I must deserve it

BPD is winning the battle today.

I actually have a love interest, but wait! Plot twist! There are two! ! ! It's a hard decision, I dunno what to dooooo! ! ! ! GAAHHH

[greentires4me]

feeling pretty mellow

Well, I was having an okay day until my mother decided that she can still pry all into my business. Now I'm just very angry and annoyed. I'm a secretive person sometimes and I need people to respect my boundaries.

[Bill3]

I'm a secretive person sometimes and I need people to respect my boundaries.

What if you say something like that to her?