[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

in my experience so many people these days just think of themselves

not a great start

I completely agree! Great advice!

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

i'm okay.

a bit irritated because my stupid tv didn't record today's episode of bizardvark, but hey.. I have tomorrows to look forward too

That a.great attitude! I will keep that in mind!

[Deilla]

Have an errand to run today. I'm less anxious about it this morning. I'm focused on getting ready and then taking care of matters. I'm thinking of the afternoon once it's all over with.

[penguinh]

Been feeling quite down lately. Feeling a tiny bit up now that I have made a return to this forum. I don't know anyone personally here but it's nice to have a sense of community still.

[Rose76]

Slept pretty good. Wish I had a plan I could believe in.

I went to have my blood drawn and a urine sample for an annual physical exam coming up with my physician. I got my results, but only 60% of it. I'm very anxious about the rest of the results. So far, so good.

Very slow day at work today. It didn't help to get my mind off of myself. I worked out and it went well. Yesterday I was going to go bike riding after work but didn't because I went to the bank instead to open up a new account. I was mad that I couldn't go bike riding since it had been a few days since I last rode.

[3rd rock]

Haven't heard back from private psychiatrist's office yet, and my GP said it'd be 2 weeks, I think. Can't remember whether she'd said 2 or 3 weeks.

[Deilla]

Feeling pretty good this morning. I think today will be a relaxing day. Lots of gaming, sleeping and arts/crafts.

[3rd rock]

2 consecutive days of 2,000+ words towards my current project. I've settled on a title, too.

[Deilla]

Feeling sad this afternoon. All I want to do is sleep with the blinds shut.

A typical Saturday for me. My friend has so much to keep himself occupied today as he has some guests in the early afternoon and then he will go to a show with his wife tonight. It's been a little more than a month since I moved into my new place and he had only been here once with his wife; and the visit was very brief. I keep hoping he'd come over to my place and get a real good look at it. That one time he and his wife came over, my place was out of sorts because I had just moved in. It looks a lot more established now.

Feeling a little bit blue right now, like I always do on Saturday afternoons. Nothing going on later except for a small bike ride (which I have not done in six days) and a movie for tonight like I always do. Even though I feel blue because that's all I ever do, I still feel thankful for my life overall.

[88Butterfly88]

Depressed today. I just feel my life is in shambles.

[3rd rock]

2,000 words again today. It's easier when I break up the day's work into small chunks, 100 words, which can be done in as little as a few minutes. Then I just string together a bunch of 100 word chunks and suddenly it's after midnight and I've got 2,000 words on the day.

[Deilla]

Feeling better this morning. Getting things done and playing my game. Also enjoying some fresh air.

[hvert]

Feeling overwhelmed today. Hoping I can make it go away for long enough to start making progress on some of the things that are suffocating me.

[Rose76]

I feel a bit better, now that I've made a decision. I have to get my bf into a nursing home for about two weeks. While he's there, I'll try to recover from being in this deepening hole. I know I have to get off this treadmill. I hope he doesn't get impacted negatively by this plan. There's a good chance he will be. I've decided to just accept that I can't control everything that affects him. Right now I'm harming myself more than I'm helping him. Enough is enough.

I woke up feeling down and a bit frustrated. So much had entered into my head this morning before I got out of bed. There was a lot of noise very early this morning. I thought that when I moved into my new place, I would be getting away from what used to happen at my old place. And then I got thinking maybe this new place is not going to be that great for me after all. Also I got thinking about my sister a lot, too. I feel discouraged with the way she would make promises to me and not fulfill them. And then, like a fool, I had lent her money (that is on the Insurance & Finance forum).

I saw a movie last night that wasn't too good.

My friend called me this morning, much to my surprise. Today is his 57th year wedding anniversary. So I doubt if we're going to get together today.

Later on this morning I plan to shop for new shoes. I need a couple of new shoes badly.

[3rd rock]

That makes 4 consecutive days of at least 2,000 words each day. I've had some encouraging signs with regards to sales as well. My income for June is still going to be less than my income for May, but at least it's picking up towards the end of the month.

[Fuzzybear]

I’m here.

[Deilla]

Feeling Okay tonight. I rescheduled an appointment. That gives me some breathing room to relax. Will try to do something fun.

[3rd rock]

5 days in a row of over 2,000 words, this time all done before midnight. If this pace keeps up, and it won't, I'll be finished the current draft well before my target date of the end of July. Then, I'll be finished the entire project well before my target of the end of 2019. This is the third book in the series.

It's interesting what you can accomplish when you flip that switch that turns off your filter and just work.

[Deilla]

Feeling lonely this afternoon. I've been busy around the house all morning. I need a break. Maybe I can chat with one of my online friends a while. That might help I hope.

[3rd rock]

Well, a whole whack of sales appeared in my reports last night. I went from a dramatic drop in sales this month from the last to possibly exceeding last month's sales, depending on how the last week goes.

feeling very down tonight, i hope tomorrow is better. Weird though, my day was ok, i was glad to see my older son, younger has prospects for a place of his own.. bought a beautiful bouquet of flowers from a mennonite stand for 6 bucks... peonies and sweet williams. They make the most beautiful flower arrangements.

Saw my doc, things are ok, my blood pressure is better since I finally quit smoking. Maybe that's causing me some depression, I really miss that cig with my coffee.
My bf is treating me like I don't exist most of the time. People suck, they aren't there and don't see that you need help when you're feeling down. Just want a bit of affection and attention from him, if he loves me he'd understand wouldn't he?

Had some anxiety lately because of not getting the rest of the results from the blood/urine test for the physical exam. As it turned out, the results I was expecting were not necessary for this year. Well I saw my doctor today and everything is fine. In fact she's very impressed with the way I take care of myself and appear. She's one of the nicest people in my life. I wish that there are more people like her around me.

Went for a bike ride after the appointment. I had plenty of time between after the appointment and dinner.