Home Menu

Menu


Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #601  
Old Apr 01, 2006, 08:34 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
oksomaybeimnuts said:
{{{{{{{{{{{Sleeps}}}}}}}}}}} &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">

Thanks ((( OK)))) I need that everything today has been a huge mountain then I come here for *support* and ..... &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?


advertisement
  #602  
Old Apr 01, 2006, 08:45 PM
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Big hugs to you Sleeps. I'm so sorry things are so rough. &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
  #603  
Old Apr 01, 2006, 09:03 PM
(JD)'s Avatar
(JD) (JD) is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: Coram Deo
Posts: 35,474
WHOA! I didn't have a problem with your feelings. Goodness! I thought I had validated how you are feeling. I know this is tough for you. Perhaps what you missed in my post is that the subject line is triggering... even for me...and my T isn't going anywhere! I'm going to need to iggy the thread, if I can, because I can't handle the idea anymore...it's wearing on me.

</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Only thing is its not his fault..

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I dont feel like he is my Threapist anymore..just some dude I adore

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I can go back but part of me wonders why ...

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
still though my T has not always followed the rules...he has JUMPED over many boundary lines....I guess I will see this week maybe ..I am like going in a circle and can't seem to stop it. You would think he would email asking me something..anything...he has done so before..even just to chat on himself which is good with me ..I just feel way rejected and alone or something by him.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">

I'm very sorry that you are going through this. Part of it does sound like his doing, crossing the boundaries, and that's why a T shouldn't do that... it hurts the patient so much.

Take care of yourself, sleeps. I'm sorry I upset you.
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
Believe in Him or not --- GOD LOVES YOU!

Want to share your Christian faith? Click HERE
  #604  
Old Apr 01, 2006, 09:38 PM
wisewoman wisewoman is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: May 2004
Posts: 4,415
Hi sleeps, it rained most of today so that umbrella looks darned good. I am sending you something very special. It is called a Jane smother hug. My dearest friend used to hug me tightly and she was taller then I. (doesn't take much) So I would be smothered into her. It was a lovely comforting feeling. I can still remember the smell of her wool sweaters. This is the most precious thing I have to offer. I hope you can let it in. And sleeps, she always used to tell me that sleep helped a lot when the world was out of whack. Be well.
  #605  
Old Apr 01, 2006, 09:43 PM
ErinBear ErinBear is offline
Grand Member
 
Member Since: May 2003
Location: USA
Posts: 871
(((((((((((((((((((Sleeps))))))))))))))))))))))

{({({({({({({({({(Sleeps})})})})})})})})})})})}

[{[{[{[{[{[{[{[{[{Sleeps]}]}]}]}}]}}}}}}}}]}]}]}

Lots and lots of hugs - I'm sorry you are missing your T so much, and this is such a difficult and painful situation. Thinking of you

Hugs,
ErinBear
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
  #606  
Old Apr 01, 2006, 10:40 PM
(JD)'s Avatar
(JD) (JD) is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: Coram Deo
Posts: 35,474
((((sleeps))))
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
Believe in Him or not --- GOD LOVES YOU!

Want to share your Christian faith? Click HERE
  #607  
Old Apr 01, 2006, 11:47 PM
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
  #608  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 01:27 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,637
(((((((((((((((( Sleeps )))))))))))))))))))

&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
__________________
  #609  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 03:09 AM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
((( EVERYONE))) THANKS I will say more tomorrow I am kinda needing to leave or be silly right now...all is ok

but I need to make it clear my T promised me this would never happen......he PROMISED ME .....

GOODNIGHT ALL
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #610  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 05:28 AM
brianm101 brianm101 is offline
Account Suspended
 
Member Since: Feb 2006
Location: Middle of nowhere
Posts: 702
I am sorry Sleeps. I hate to see you go through this.
  #611  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 01:25 PM
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
((((((((((((Sleeps)))))))))))))

&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
  #612  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 04:30 PM
pegasus's Avatar
pegasus pegasus is offline
Q&A Leader
 
Member Since: Jan 2006
Location: Here
Posts: 94,092

(((((((((((((( Sleeps ))))))))))))))) &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

I'm so sorry for you.

Your T was very wrong to make a promise that he could not keep.

Your T was wrong to cross the boundaries.

Your T has not behaved in an ethical and professional manner.

You are allowed to feel angry about this. BUT NOT AT YOURSELF!

When I felt angry towards someone who has done wrong to me. I have written down my true feelings and then burnt the letter straight after. It helps to put the feelings down and then burn it.

Hope this helps in some way.

Hugs.
__________________


Pegasus


Got a quick question related to mental health or a treatment? Ask it here General Q&A Forum

“Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by it's ability to climb a tree, it will live it's whole life believing that it is stupid.” - Albert Einstein
  #613  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 09:04 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
Sky no problem I can understand and respect if someone needs to use Ignore..I don't but I DO skip say whole areas of PC ...I do not feel my T did anything unethical or that I am just &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #614  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 09:09 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
Awww thank you Wisewoman..I know how much Jane meant to you and she was such a kind soul..I sure could use a hug like that..ya know I dont think...thinking on it now...that I have been hugged in person in maybe years...well minus hugs for rent...I mean real sincere hugs
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #615  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 09:10 PM
(JD)'s Avatar
(JD) (JD) is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: Coram Deo
Posts: 35,474
Well, there isn't any way I can find to ignore any one thread. &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

Sleeps I'm trying to help you through this...really. I only quoted some of the things YOU said about T, to let you know I only know what you are telling us, and plus to remind you that you did say he crossed the boundaries etc. Also, to show that you are "all over the place" with your feelings, an understandable result, imo.

How long has it been now, since you've had any contact with T, and what are the prospects of continuing therapy in some form or fashion with him or anyone?
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
Believe in Him or not --- GOD LOVES YOU!

Want to share your Christian faith? Click HERE
  #616  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 09:11 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
((( erinbear, petunia ...Brian....OK ...))) thanks yeah I will move on and all but I have been ruined by this &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #617  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 09:13 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
((( Fuzzybear ...Timeo ))) thank you so much for being here for me it means a lot
xo
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #618  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 09:15 PM
(JD)'s Avatar
(JD) (JD) is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: Coram Deo
Posts: 35,474
((((hugs))) For sure you have been greatly affected by this! But you still need help IRL...whether your T that made promises that you wouldn't be in this situation is the one who does that or not. Trust is the biggest issue when it come to therapy.

It hasn't ruined you, sleeps, you are not ruined. You are bruised from it... nothing that has happened has made you any less a person than you were. You are still worthy of all the good stuff you can find! &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
Believe in Him or not --- GOD LOVES YOU!

Want to share your Christian faith? Click HERE
  #619  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 09:22 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
Thanks for understanding Pegasus I agree with you that he should not have promised and here I sound like I am waffleing but I am really not..I do not think he crossed what I call my boundaries or anything and I REALLY DO think he meant it when he promised but.........he didn't live up to that promise and I asked point blank..I am not a huge online detail person but I made it clear I didnt want to be dumped or I would start moving away....but he said and SWORE money would NEVER be an issue even if the clinic said no..he said he did not let others dictate how he did therapy...but ya know... &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? he bailed on me a year later ...and that hurts ...and wounds &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #620  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 09:27 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
(( Sky )) Thanks I know you are but I won't see another T I WANT MY T.....and he cannot see me cause of cash ...the cash he said would NEVER get in the way &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him? and he didn't lie he really meant it but it was foolish of him to say what he did and I didnt post all that but ,,,,I can see him IF I have the money but I swear to God I don't I just don't....It has been I think 3 months since I seen him &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
I do feel and am profoundly ruined by this
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #621  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 10:29 PM
wisewoman wisewoman is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: May 2004
Posts: 4,415
I am still listening. I don't know how you get closure on this kind of thing. I would wish you to find another T that a charity could pay for.
  #622  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 11:04 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
Thanks Wisewoman but no way..I will not see another T for free or even if they paid me..I want MY t &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #623  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 11:10 PM
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Maybe you oughta just make an appointment. Then when the session is over REMIND him of the deal.

Along with your beautiful insect smile, hand him some Monopoly dollars and walk. &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
  #624  
Old Apr 02, 2006, 11:15 PM
SleepsWithButterFlies SleepsWithButterFlies is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: Official Thread Killer of PC
Posts: 3,714
Ya almost made me PIMP ...ya know..he would lol at that monopoly money....
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Petunia said:
Maybe you oughta just make an appointment. Then when the session is over REMIND him of the deal.

Along with your beautiful insect smile, hand him some Monopoly dollars and walk. &lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?

  #625  
Old Apr 03, 2006, 06:17 PM
(JD)'s Avatar
(JD) (JD) is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: Coram Deo
Posts: 35,474
Ok... then go see him. "Accidently forget" your checkbook. Remind him, or at least discuss this further! He should (ooo did I say "should?") at least help you with that!
__________________
&lt;--    Me missing T and soon to see him?
Believe in Him or not --- GOD LOVES YOU!

Want to share your Christian faith? Click HERE
Reply
Views: 22586

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.



Similar Threads
Thread Thread Starter Forum Replies Last Post
Missing T and T's missing good news ECHOES Psychotherapy 10 Aug 27, 2008 07:57 PM
I'm missing something mtd Survivors of Abuse 4 Jan 31, 2007 12:44 AM
Missing T Hopefull Psychotherapy 3 Dec 13, 2005 10:36 AM


All times are GMT -5. The time now is 06:05 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.