Couch 127: The Wayward Couch

If my hair was curly I would love it. Or straight, that would work too. The texture is frizzy like brushing curly hair. Products help a little, but not true curls nor sleek. Just less frizz. Ah, well, it is what it is.

hi couch. My mom actually is considering seeing Kashi for a session. Hell must've frozen over and the polar ice caps are on fire.

I hope my T gets what he deserves for the holidays. He knows what I want to give him. . It's just hard to gift wrap it.

That's great!! I'm so glad!!

What a Christmas happy!!

My screaming room is out back, on the back patio. It's silent but I have space to feel what I need to.

I scream into my pillow sometimes. I haven't felt the need to do that in awhile, thankfully, but it has always worked in the past.

I feel so, off... or something.... right now. I'm not quite sure how to describe it. Like part of me is off in another dimension or something. Went shopping earlier with h to pick up a couple of Christmas presents for each other. Maybe it was the crowds in the store. I don't know. Strange energy out there. I can't seem to shake it off to go to sleep. Like I don't want to take it to the dream time with me or something. And I want t. That doesn't help, either. I'm feeling so embarrassed by what I told her in my email last night still that I can't even imagine 'talking' to her in my head tonight which I sometimes do when I can't fall asleep. I'm too embarrassed to even pretend talking to her. I guess I'm in for a sleepless night, at least tomorrow is Friday, right? And hopefully we won't be too busy with Christmas being this weekend. I'm hoping the rush was today - because we were super busy. I'm going to go watch some mindless tv for awhile. May be back, maybe not.

I understand what you are describing. For me, it is overstimulation. I'm an introvert and too much going on, in the space I'm in, triggers me greatly.

When I feel overstimulated I look for my journal or a book that gives me comfort. If nothing else, I plug my earphones in and go away.

Hey art maybe you can imagine t sitting in a chair next to your bed just reading. This is one of my fantasies about all my t's that I'm happy to share with you. I imagine t is just watching over me or quietly reading while I try to fall asleep. Childlike I know. But I find a comforting thought.

Waiting for the people who turned their back on me to fall apart so I can turn my back on THEM!!

Likely it is that - the store was super crowded of course. I tend to stay out of situations like that as much as possible. It was like all this energy coming from every which way bombarding me or something. I should have remembered to surround myself with reiki energy before we left, that usually helps. Thank you for your understanding.

That's a great idea!! I sorta already know how it would feel in a way, because when I do sand trays during a session, I'm kind of in my own little world sorta-kinda like when asleep and dreaming almost in a way, I tend to go really deep when I work in the sand - in fact t mentioned that I do that last night when I first started one and anyway she stands next to me quietly watching me as I create in the sand. So sorta similar in a way. I am going to go try that now. I think it will be helpful. Thank you.

Gee, I wonder who sabotaged my computer? I don't have to look far.....The NOSEY MISERABLE one's who have no life...so they have to TAKE WHAT'S MINE.

I am watching The Thin Blue Line on youtube. Rowen Atkinson as a policeman. I think it is quite funny.

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My T is so far off the mark he has to go back to his text book pull out some Freudian lingo to back up his latest diagnosis. Poor guy....

He's only fooling himself.

Xenko Hoping karma catches up to your ex t. Wishing you peace.

I love The Thin Blue Line. Especially the camp con stable and Ben Elton named the female Habib simply because Rowan has a speech impediment and it adds to the comic effect. Like Bob in Blackadder It's on a yet video some where. Ants the desk Sargent is his wife hilarious

Hi xenko

I use that same image sometimes. (Except it's my T, not yours.) I had a neighbour who would sometimes babysit me when I was little; she'd do that, sit with me while I was going to sleep. I can just about remember it.

Hello everyone, I'll read back when I get home. Heading out for my last trial day for potential new job. I hope it was worth it. I spent $120 bucks (U.S Dollars) just to get thru the initial interview process. That's a lot of money for someone who needs employment. Time to go bring my A game and land me a job. I could use pocket riders. Even if you are not a big fan of children they also have 2 cats. So animals lovers and people who don't mind children-please hop in. I'm asking for support from anyone willing to give some. I'll Check in later when I get home.

I'm in, Jersey. I am not great with children but I can usually stand being around them, and I do love cats. And I like you. So I'll come, and bring a large bag of support (and some toffee.)

I'm in, Jersey. I love (most) kids and cats! You're gonna rock it!!

Finally found a t! Hope this one works out.

I hope so too 88B88!

Well I finally got to sleep last night, thank you couchies for being here and helping with suggestions, it was kinda funny as soon as I started imagining t sitting there reading as I tried to fall asleep, the wall came back down and I started 'talking' to her in my head and next thing I know the alarm was going off and here I am again and it's almost time to leave for work!

eta: ha and before I fell asleep as I was talking to her in my head the last thing I remember thinking was my next session is going to be sooooooooo uncomfortable...

Apparently if I try to stay in bed past 10, my mother's going to insist on coming into my room to check up on me.