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#352
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No I wasn’t ok to leave or drive. But I wasn’t going to tell you that.
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![]() Anonymous55499, atisketatasket, Glittering, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, malika138, NP_Complete, SoConfused623, SummerTime12, unaluna
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#353
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My visit home has been a bit exhausting, but mostly ok, T. Well, that's kind of sugar-coating the rough bits, actually. But I'm ok, I think. Making it, anyway. But I wish I didn't have to wait so long before our next session. What if I forget stuff? I've been reviewing my notes of our sessions, and there are some things I want to ask you. Just to clarify what you meant, or how I can implement what you suggest.
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![]() growlycat, LonesomeTonight
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#354
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Dear T,
Miss you. --LT Last edited by LonesomeTonight; Mar 10, 2018 at 10:26 PM. |
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#355
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T, I am so scared to read your email. I don't think anything good will be in it.
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![]() growlycat, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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#356
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I am in unbearable pain. How much will I stand before I make an actual attempt? I just want to wall of pain to stop.
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![]() Anonymous57382, Glittering, kecanoe, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, Merope, NP_Complete, WarmFuzzySocks
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#357
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#358
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No I stopped waiting on the hotline. I emailed an old t and threatened to quit with current t by email I’m a mess but I appreciate your concern.
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#359
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Please, please, please don’t leave me.
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![]() Glittering, growlycat, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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#360
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Love you, can't wait to talk to you on Monday..
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![]() LonesomeTonight
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#361
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Two more sleeps - you haven't heard from me because I've been steeling myself for our next meeting. I don't want to run away from it any longer.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#362
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I can't work out who I am after our last session and I cant seem to quite access the present fully, like I'm a bit stuck in that place? Or a part of me is. So foggy. I've written a lot, but some of what I wrote I don't remember writing and my hand writing doesn't look like my own. I'm having to work very hard to keep myself safe. I'm hoping we can make some sense of this on Tuesday before you go away. I wish you weren't going, but you already know that.
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#363
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I miss you! This is gonna be such a long week until we meet again. Time is going so slowly
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#364
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This crisis plan is stupid. I'm not doing it.
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#365
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I was so determined to wait it out... I dunno why I can't!
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![]() Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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#366
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Eeeeeeeeeeeee
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#367
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sigh....
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![]() LonesomeTonight, precaryous
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#368
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I pretend to be a grown-up, but I'm really just a child. And everything I'm able to do, I'm only able to do them because of you. I'm not sure whether you understand how much I really need you.
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#369
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((Daisy))
What's wrong with it?
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"Fantasy, abandoned by reason, produces impossible monsters; united with it, she is the mother of the arts and the origin of their marvels." - Francisco de Goya |
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#371
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I thought about it and there are 3 problems with the plan:
1. It's 21 pages long and not well written. Some areas of it are redundant. 2. I'm biased to think that I don't need a crisis plan, though I later realized it's not a bad idea to have one. 3. I felt very infantalized doing it. Like this somehow negates my ability to take care of myself. I did most of it. Will finish it with Bubbles on the 23rd |
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#372
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I can relate to that post too. I fake being an adult as best I can
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#373
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Daisy, Bubbles is a great t name. Maybe Michael jackson’s chimp bubbles could have written a better plan.
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#374
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It could be titled “Michael Jackson’s Chimp Could Have Written a Better Crisis Plan Than the One Bubbles the T Gave Me to Fill Out.” (Too long?) Hugs, Daisy. I hope there’s at least one helpful piece in the plan you’re working on.
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Since you cannot do good to all, you are to pay special attention to those who, by accidents of time, or place, or circumstance, are brought into closer connection with you. (St. Augustine) |
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#375
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I guess I'm just surprised that you didn't acknowledge or reply back to my email which I sent on thursday. Perhaps it didn't necessarily require a response, but I feel like you should know by now that feelings of being ignored can trigger me. I've told you this before but sometimes I feel like you change the smaller rules without telling me, and just expect me to figure it out.
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