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#576
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Dear FM and MLK,
Bingo! It will get its due... Thank you for not being so narrow in your therapeutic approach to moving me up and out of the lethargy that I had for life. FM, remember when I said, "Stop the world, I want to get off." I'm loving the dance and can't wait to celebrate with both of you. I am glad there are a few therapist that can take a client's beating. You guys rock! I'm out of here. AesB |
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#577
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I still want to run away.
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#578
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I wish I was brave enough to ask you if you ever get insights about me from your dreams... I may ask next week; I have another question too that will require fearlessness so might as well ask 'em both. I shall borrow from your fearlessness that you used when you called it like you saw it last week...
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#579
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I liked the idea of you wearing the flat cap I saw hung on the hook.
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#580
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Dear T,
I keep having flashbacks to that time where
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#581
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T,
My stomach is killing me. |
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#582
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Alcohol and sex CWs
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#583
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Grateful...thank you. I didn't react well, but the situation constituted a crisis in my mind, even though it wasn't my crisis.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#584
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Dear T,
Losing it a little from not hearing from the school yet. I'm just feeling really pessimistic and annoyed with myself for getting my hopes up because they called me in for the interviews last week (since I'd basically written it off before that because it was so late in the process). I know maybe they didn't even make final decisions in the meeting today or maybe they haven't contacted anyone yet, but just feeling negative and sad. I wish you could hug me right now, or else tomorrow in session, but I know that's one of your boundaries. Hoping I'll hear something before session tomorrow (whether good or bad), so we can discuss it, especially since you'll be out Friday (and presumably away over the weekend?). Love you, LT |
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#585
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Watcha doin' T?
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#586
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I wish I could see you for more than an hour a week... what should I spend my one hour on on Friday? The recent development of the maybe kind of relationship with the guy I should definitely not be in a relationship with? The attachment issue bombshell I dropped on you last session? The fact that my life is falling apart more every week because I can't make myself get things done and I might end up failing a class?
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#587
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Not sure what to do. Is this a non issue? Should I take it as nothing and move on? Or do I need to continuing analyzing myself (as if I have a choice). I'm really embarrassed to even ask you this.
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#588
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i'm scared to see you tomorrow
i want to see you right now |
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#589
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I miss you, leaving session is literally the worst. My entire weeks drags until I can see you again. sigh...
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#590
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hey T. i don't know what is going on, but this week has been super $hitty. it is only wednesday. i don't know how long i can do this.
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#591
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Hiya t. I did some good thinking on the way home from work today and am excited to share it with you. Kinda wanna come tomorrow!! Good stuff! Good stuff!
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#592
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T,
Glad I asked you my questions though it was embarrassing to burst out while leaking tears how frustrated I am about my "brain like Swiss Cheese". I don't think you'd seen the extent of my frustration before. Embarrassed about raising my voice. A little sad you said no to the photo of the dog. Glad you listened to the two reasons on why I wanted the photo. Glad you wrote in my notebook that it's on your bedside table and that I've "definitely" impacted you. Haha please don't start charging me $100 for your autograph! |
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#593
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M.
Last night, I remember telling you that I was a train wreck. There were tears, and inside I wanted to let them loose with no answer. It hurt not to. “That one” stepped in and handled it. You picked up the articles I brought with me and gave to you and told me something good. I can’t remember what you said. That made me feel like not such a mess. I wish I could remember what you said. I feel like a train wreck again and can’t find my center. I’m going to hold on to the feeling that it was something good. Thank you! Trail
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning Last edited by TrailRunner14; May 03, 2018 at 12:33 AM. |
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#594
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No hugs
![]() But was glad to see you anyway!! And stop being so beautiful, it's not funny anymore. I know you don't believe me that I'm not Capt you used to know, but some "bad creature", I don't even know who I am |
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#595
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#596
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Hey T these 3 Jung quotes are floating around in my brain this morning "The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely." and "Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves." and "Enlightenment is not imagining figures of light but making the darkness conscious." Love you and can't wait til next Thursday.
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#597
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hey. I don't wanna do today
but... I gotta keep truckin for whatever reason I've yet to discover
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#598
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Sometimes I open my mouth and surprise myself. Today was one of those times. The selfishness comment in particular. You're right, though...it's impossible to pour from an empty cup.
Thanks for the hug, too. Looking forward to returning to old ground when we next meet.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#599
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Dear T,
Unless by some crazy chance I get good news in the next 90 minutes, assume I'm going to be pretty negative and sad in today's session. Not sure whether to talk about the going out of town thing or not--maybe will see how it's going. I just want a hug (but know I can't get one). Love, LT |
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#600
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Aha t! I figured out why your hair was different in the dream I had night before last. My psyche does have a sense of humor...
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