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Old Jan 14, 2023, 03:10 PM
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i having to self soothe with disney before i go into a major spiral

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Old Jan 14, 2023, 03:11 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 03:56 PM
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But that still wouldn't make the cigar symbolic.
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 04:00 PM
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Just home from taking my oldest to the airport, she can't shake the dust of this place off her feet fast enough. She was panicked this morning but seems fine now. I hope she can enjoy the flights and has a blast with her friends. She is planning at least 4 but possibly 6 weeks away, and I can't help thinking she might stay permanently. Sigh.

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My son and his gf felt like that when they were here last week; they couldn't wait to get back home as it seems Oregon has most definitely become "home" to both of them already. The missing him is a little easier on me knowing how happy he is living there.
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 04:08 PM
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whats going to happen if i do end up in a major spiral?
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 04:09 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 04:17 PM
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struggling to fight self harm urges
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 07:03 PM
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So this afternoon I am trying to learn the Jasmine stitch (crochet), considered one of the more difficult ones to learn, and my first attempt is rather hilarious so I thought I would share it. I'm not going to frog it, gonna tie it off and keep it for posterity for after I figure it out:
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 07:07 PM
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That's better than my first efforts, Artie! Looks like it will be pretty when you get the hang of it. I so admire you for sticking with the crochet. I never reached a point where I could switch my brain off and just focus on the next stitch.
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 07:38 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 08:17 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 08:24 PM
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except if a person doesn't smoke

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But cigars can be used for things besides smoking…
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 09:10 PM
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Just home from taking my oldest to the airport, she can't shake the dust of this place off her feet fast enough. She was panicked this morning but seems fine now. I hope she can enjoy the flights and has a blast with her friends. She is planning at least 4 but possibly 6 weeks away, and I can't help thinking she might stay permanently. Sigh.

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I hope she has fun. For what it is worth - I have always admired how you describe your relationship with your children. While not fun to have them leave home I guess - I think it is a sign of good parenting when children fly the nest and thrive.
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 09:16 PM
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I hope she has fun. For what it is worth - I have always admired how you describe your relationship with your children. While not fun to have them leave home I guess - I think it is a sign of good parenting when children fly the nest and thrive.
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 09:18 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 09:54 PM
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Little Luna. Safe and home!
Awww. So sweet. Until they wake up and eat all your shoes. Very cute!
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 09:58 PM
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People were so prolific several generations back. I'm trying to track down one person from their great-great-grandparents who had 11 children. That's like an entire soccer team! I don't know which of those 11 was the great-grandparent and I've only eliminated like 4 of them so far. This is hard work.
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 10:15 PM
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I've started dealing with the mess my ex left in my garage after 5 years. I've been taking stuff to the e-recycling place or goodwill, which is where he bought all this stuff. So far: 2 intact printers, plus one that he took apart; a TV; 2 VCRs; a stereo; a CD player; 3 microwaves, but I unearthed a 4th one today. I'm finding this process distressing on multiple levels, just one of which is monetary, because I paid for all this stuff, and it's basically just trash now. It's hard to think back on that part of my life, especially when I'm having to touch things from that time and those things were an indication of things going horribly wrong, without being kind of transported back to that time.
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 10:19 PM
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I don't even know why he bought all of that stuff. I feel like I should have done something more for him. I know he was being abusive towards me, but I still feel like I should have done a better job. Maybe he wouldn't have done what he did.
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Old Jan 14, 2023, 11:06 PM
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I don't even know why he bought all of that stuff. I feel like I should have done something more for him. I know he was being abusive towards me, but I still feel like I should have done a better job. Maybe he wouldn't have done what he did.
Having been through that thought pattern—whether it’s an abusive parent or an abusive partner or an abusive workplace—it’s a way the abuse continues long after the fact.

Yeah, sure, anyone who’s been the victim of abuse can find something different they could have done or been better at. But here’s the thing: if you’re responsible for any mistakes you made, well, so is the abuser. And they are responsible for the abuse or worse.

tl;dr post hoc isn’t proper hoc, correlation =/= causation.
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Old Jan 15, 2023, 05:08 AM
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I don't even know why he bought all of that stuff. I feel like I should have done something more for him. I know he was being abusive towards me, but I still feel like I should have done a better job. Maybe he wouldn't have done what he did.
Whatever he did is on him, not on you
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Old Jan 15, 2023, 07:52 AM
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But cigars can be used for things besides smoking…
so then sometimes a cigar is not just a cigar?
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Old Jan 15, 2023, 07:55 AM
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Old Jan 15, 2023, 08:22 AM
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Hugs if wanted, NP. I'm sorry it's so painful to go through all the stuff. And it isn't your fault what your ex did.
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Old Jan 15, 2023, 11:20 AM
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People were so prolific several generations back. I'm trying to track down one person from their great-great-grandparents who had 11 children. That's like an entire soccer team! I don't know which of those 11 was the great-grandparent and I've only eliminated like 4 of them so far. This is hard work.
Does your local library have a genealogy expert? They can be wizards at this kind of thing. I've also heard of people on Facebook (maybe they call themselves adoption angels? or search angels?) who have expertise in genealogy and like to help adoptees connect with their birth families.
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