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Old Aug 12, 2015, 05:43 PM
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No, Angelique is right
Sometimes is best to just trudge through the upsetting stuff

I just feel some
Set when o am doing so welland then I have symptoms agInor I feel unsafe again because of some silly little video or picture I see online

I'm on my iPad and it won't let me edit my stuff when I make a mistake so
*i just feel so upset when....

*have symptoms again
My clumsy point is that if you can get beyond a trigger on a video or in print, you stand a much better chance of getting through the tough things life will always throw at you. Blue bird said it well too. You are all mostly pretty young and life can get very intense, which I'm sure you're already aware of, but it can get worse. You need to be strengthened by smaller things to get through the bigger things.
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Old Aug 12, 2015, 05:52 PM
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so i reported my former T to the state board of psychology and they revoked his license forever. then i sued his insurance company. his company had a clause in it that said they would not give settlements for anything involving sex between a T/client. the whole process took 2 years. i had an attorney who specialized in these kind of things. she was very wise and extremely helpful. my current T also stuck with me thru the whole thing, meeting with my attorney and me. my current T drove me to another city to have the mediation. most insurance companies will shoot for a mediation so it doesnt go to litigation. the mediation took all day and was exhausting. i did not know much of what was going on since ive never been in a situation like that. we reached a settlement which was basically given to me to make me shut up about what former T did. i also had to sign this contract saying i wouldnt bring him up by name and talk about what he did except with a mental health professional.
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Old Aug 12, 2015, 06:31 PM
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so i reported my former T to the state board of psychology and they revoked his license forever. then i sued his insurance company. his company had a clause in it that said they would not give settlements for anything involving sex between a T/client. the whole process took 2 years. i had an attorney who specialized in these kind of things. she was very wise and extremely helpful. my current T also stuck with me thru the whole thing, meeting with my attorney and me. my current T drove me to another city to have the mediation. most insurance companies will shoot for a mediation so it doesnt go to litigation. the mediation took all day and was exhausting. i did not know much of what was going on since ive never been in a situation like that. we reached a settlement which was basically given to me to make me shut up about what former T did. i also had to sign this contract saying i wouldnt bring him up by name and talk about what he did except with a mental health professional.

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Old Aug 12, 2015, 06:44 PM
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no. my former T did not come because he is a giant *****. his attorneys were on the phone with him in another room as well as the insurance company. my T, my attorney, and me were in another room. there was a mediator that went back and forth. the insurance company tried to lowball us and offered 10k so we countered with like 1 mill. we went back and forth all day and reached a settlement
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Old Aug 12, 2015, 06:45 PM
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also: the attorney will take a large portion of the settlement. mine could have taken a lot more than she did, but she was kind
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no. my former T did not come because he is a giant *****. his attorneys were on the phone with him in another room as well as the insurance company. my T, my attorney, and me were in another room. there was a mediator that went back and forth. the insurance company tried to lowball us and offered 10k so we countered with like 1 mill. we went back and forth all day and reached a settlement

The thought of that level of confrontation scares me so much.

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Old Aug 12, 2015, 06:46 PM
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also: the attorney will take a large portion of the settlement. mine could have taken a lot more than she did, but she was kind

This lawyer is pro bono.

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Old Aug 12, 2015, 06:53 PM
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we werent talking directly to each other. my people were in one room and my former Ts ppl were in the other and the mediator woman went back and forth between the rooms telling us what the amounts were
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i couldnt have done it without T being there
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Old Aug 12, 2015, 07:22 PM
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i feel angry for no reason. i was texting with T today about the voices .. he says its good because we can figure out how they work. i hate them and it ****ing sucks. i took a prn and it helped but now i feel angry that i have to take prns just to be able to chill. im still at my friends house and i feel really annoyed and angry and hateful. maybe ill go home and just sit on my bed
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Old Aug 12, 2015, 07:26 PM
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im also struggling a lot with eating and im not eating much at all and that could be why i feel so irritated
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Did you steal my avatar of me? If you did, I'm flattered. Lol
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i didnt steal your avatar. theres no reason for me to. i like mine
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im having a hard time. i took a prn i have to wait for it to work i guess.
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I'm tire of taking Mesa. I'd stop them all but I'm afraid of what could happen if u went in patient stupid meds

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Old Aug 12, 2015, 10:01 PM
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Took too much Ativan and nor I feel freaky deakey lol

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Old Aug 12, 2015, 10:18 PM
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Old Aug 12, 2015, 10:35 PM
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Old Aug 12, 2015, 11:08 PM
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Happy enough, love my summer job. Cutting grass to wheeling cement doesn't bother me. Compared to heavy duty mechanics and welding, it's like a holiday. It's in the 30's now. Highest is 34 degrees. It's awesome sitting there few smokes and then working like crazy when the cement truck comes. Eventually it gets too hot where I pour my water bottle over me. Last week I did that like every 10 minutes so I got a hair cut. My mom is the boss and manages housing and income for the elderly and low income single mothers etc.

That English course was stressing me out but I have no time so I can stop thinking about it for now and enjoy August because before I know it, it's -40 in a snow blizzard..

While my dad is making 1k a day and got a promotion as the manager or something of a gold mining company in Argentina. I don't really text him anymore. He's changed a lot since I last seen him in Guatemala. He seems to be less emotional and said that he was suicidal after my family split into pieces.

He flies everywhere. Seeing my grandad (On my moms side) before he died and shook his hand and granted him some extra time from his life to him which is just a nice gesture and went back to what ever country. He flew back again and went to his funeral that I missed from being inpatient. My grandmother (Moms side of the family as well) walked the isle with my dad during the funeral. My step dad was there as well. Weird I guess. He visited the hospital that I stayed at, met the inpatient psychiatrist and we went on a day pass because I was stable enough.

He says that he can't visit with me and my little sister when he promised that he would come because it's just a 4 hour drive. He did this so many times that my little sister says "I don't care. I don't want to see him". No daughter at her age should say that ever. She needs a father in her life. I can't stay mad at him. I change my views every so often. It's really hard that what ever my dad does, I remember the past and I still love him like my mom lying to me when saying that I wouldn't win in court to get my step dad banned from Canada and probably the US when it was extremely likely. She chose him over me. What ever.

He bought a Harley and wanted to take us to BC in his car but probably just wanted to drive there himself to meet his friends. He plans on buying a 120k yacht. I don't even know if he cares about me anymore. It's paranoia but maybe it isn't. I haven't finished high school and can't go back to being a student or meds won't be paid for but I will after approval and a middle finger due to their insanity.

He won't pay child support so I'll have to give some disability income to my mom. But what ever I don't care about the money. She can have it. She has my bank card, doesn't trust me.. I don't know what has happened to me.

Funny part is that both parents say that I'm their favourite out of my siblings? Wtf. Crazy just crazy.

We would always cry when he left to Singapore, Indonesia etc. laughed at us like when he talked about him dying.

*Trigger warning* (Because avoiding a trigger and not facing your fears works like OCD in making it more difficult. I don't see the difference).

Then I find out that he was given 6 years to live when I was 4. I would have been 10. But he has rare genetics to fight off the * from sharing * or something. I can't believe the blood in the kitchen before he left. He lost his mind. We could have caught the * as there was broken glass everywhere from throwing the microwave threw the window and poured his liquor down the drain by smashing them off the sink cuz he didn't want my step dad drinking it. I think the cure now is an 80k pill or something. The gene is rare and I'm probably immune as well. Eastern Europe in some certain areas. He was being tested on in a lab to help with the cure. Imagine that.. That's why I would never kill myself if I got life in prison. On the news at the moment, a guy that got life in prison for weed will be released next month. Too bad he was 20 years in.. But better than life in prison.

I have memories of completely breaking down on the floor instantly out of no where and crying about him not being there for me, hating my step dad, my life where my own mother lied to me promising that she wouldn't move in with him or vice versa.

The Abilify should be at it's peak? Idk. I think it's three months and with Prozac it's 6 months.

3-4 days ago, I haven't been taking any Prozac, Cogentin or Abilify 10mg Oral because I need an appointment with my psychiatrist which is tomorrow. I seem pretty stable right now but I had to split the dosages of Concerta or I'd be sleeping deeply right now and not waking up in the middle of the night like most so I'm not complaining but it just doesn't last long enough so he'll give me 3 or 2.5 or take a Ritalin in the evening idk. I know he will based on how amazing the dual treatment in ADHD and obvious cognitive impairment from meds, stopping meds, or brain damage from the accidental 46mg Klonopin OD, etc. Just something. Also fatigue.

I have a few friends that smoke weed. I want to try and practise having insight in psychosis safely but it seemed like the Abilify wasn't even there.
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