Roll Call 60

went to work . on the the way to work i felt like **** and wanted to turn around. dont even know why bc it was just another day. anyway i got there and then i felt good. the manager told me that i have initiative and thats why they want me to be a bookkeeper. i felt good about that and i texted it to T and he said that i have come so far and he is proud of me. i am proud too, but i still dont wanna be a bookkeeper. she said i could do a half shift, like 11-5. ok, i can maybe see myself doing that, but i am just too ******* scared. thats the basics

yes. very. people dying. marriages turning a wry. people calling me bad names. etc

Morning everyone!

Fabulous day here! Hoping it stays that way so I can go for a pint in the sun later. Was supposed to go to group today but my dad has surgery on his teeth this morning and I have to go with him to make sure he's ok driving home! Glad I got to miss group though, was not in the humour for nothing but mindfulness for 2 hours. :/

Fabulous day here too. Not a cloud in the sky.

Great idea! Though we come from all over the world...

I'm awake. It is 5:51 here. Drinking coffee, psyching myself up for the day. I took all my meds but I skipped risperdal because I think it would make me too fatigued and I need all my energy for work.

Scared. Excited. I'll let you all know how it goes.

A18793715, I know how you feel. I used to be like that in high school. Very few friends, locked myself in my room. Now I'm doing much better on that front, so there is hope!

Good morning! Headed out to my appointment soon

Good morning guys!

I think I'm manic...?
I've been sleeping less and more talkative and social lately.
My day yesterday went a little like this:
Went to bed at 12am. Woke up at 3am. Waited until 6am. Kidnapped my cousin from her house (she lives 30 minutes away from me), we stopped at Denny's, I ordered a salad, it tasted funny, I poured syrup on my salad, ate a few bites, went to a hair supply store (Sally's), bought $200 hair extensions and clips because I was going to get them clipped in on Saturday, went to the mall, went to the salon in the mall asked how to clip them, they didn't know, but they knew how to glue but I had to get the glue from Sally's, went back to Sally's bought the glue, went back to the mall, had to wait for an opening at 12:30pm (it was 10am at the moment), walked into a bunch of random stores, played with merchandise, I got bubble tea, that didn't taste right so I threw it away, sat down and watch random YouTube videos, thought about flipping the coffee tables, but my cousin stopped me, waited in the salon (they were late it was 1:15 when she was done with another client), got hair extensions put in for $110, (missed therapy...) went back home, left to go to the hospital for my bf's grandma, visit her for a little bit, went out to eat at Logan's, food tastes funny, went and bought liquor and sprite (and leave in conditioner!), went back home, went to my neighbor's, visited her for a little bit, drank some liquor with sprite, it tastes weird and stopped, talked to my bf and cousin for hourss (there's my therapy session lol), I texted a family member (not on good terms with them at all) about my day and my back still hurts (they never replied), went to sleep at 1am woke up 5am, did my hair and makeup, got dressed, and now I'm here almost 7am drinking a protein shake waiting until 8am to wake up my cousin and bf...

I'm so bored...

I have therapy tomorrow.
IOP group and my therapist.

There's so much I feel like I need to say to my therapist,
But I don't know how to organize my thoughts they were everywhere and can't focus long enough to figure out all I need to say

Oh well.
Headed to work now.

Write it down.

We should. I know everyone in Texas, we can meet somewhere. Would y'all travel to Houston or what?

Lol that part about flipping coffee tables made me laugh, sorry not making fun of you

MHMR should call today. I'm oddly nervous.

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If I save up the money.

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I live like a hour and a half to two hours from Houston. I thought of meeting at the Galleria in Houston.

People are boring they won't wake up.

That would be a good idea! People with worse social anxiety and don't like being around large amount of people might not like that idea very much. But for those of you who do, honestly, I'm nervous as hell just thinking about it. But I'd want to push my self through it because it would be an amazing bonding experience to see all of us in person. Seeing with your own two eyes that you're not alone in this and you have real people around you that all care and knows exactly how you feel. I've never met anyone in real life that has schizophrenia/schizoaffective. Not even in the 8 or so hospitalizations I've had. It makes me sad. It would make me so happy to meet you guys. Let's do this! The galleria is a perfect place. It's a public place, that feels better than meeting in someone's house. There's food, stores, ice skating, everything!

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I second that.

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Afternoon all,

I'm not feeling well today... had an upset stomach & have puked once. It made me feel a little better but it's still uncomfortable. Just ate a slice of toast with butter & am hoping it will stay down.

It's a nice day here too but I can't go out to enjoy it what with not feeling well. Guess I'll just have to entertain myself indoors.

Hope you feel better soon, Loial.

i live 5 hours away from houston so idk about that

My appointment went well. Got some things straightened out, got my shot. Didn't even feel it this time, it usually burns like hell going in. Feeling happy

Hey guys. Got my free laptop from dsa today very pleased with it. Also made blueberry and orange scones. Feeling good

Those scones sound fantastic---I have a blueberry lemon scone that is my favorite....

you are on invega sustenna right? did you ever take risperdal consta? the risperdal shot. it hurt so bad going in because it was like salt granules, it wasnt a pure liquid. after i got switched the sustenna it was so much better.

also wanted to ask you if you ever have any kind of reaction at the injection site?