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#601
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But your doctor added more seroquel! That cancels that out.. You will forever feel sleepy cuz vraylar also antagonizes histamine like seroquel |
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#602
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But I can't even come off of 100mg seroquel.. I need it to function..
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#603
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I slept until 1pm today for some reason, I hate when my sleep schedule gets out of whack like this.
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#604
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I feel like it's somewhat worth it for me to not feel agitated and have some peace with psychotic symptoms, mental health derailed and ill take whatever can give me peace I was on the verge of sui cause I couldn't stand it anymore, it overwhelmed and consumed me
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#605
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HUGS Blue_Bird
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#606
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I want to take a walk on my break but I also want to be lazy bones. I think lazy bones is going to win out. A nap would be great too, but I'm working so no nap. Sad. Kit
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#607
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Sometimes exercise actually makes you feel more energized...
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#608
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Yeah, I've been finding that. I'm discovering that as I'm trying to go to bed, I've been exercising too late.
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#609
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Do any of y'all ever get really mad at life?
I've just been angry lately. Angry I have sza mainly. Just, it sucks that I have to deal with mental illness and can't do basic stuff that other people can do. |
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#610
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If you are having active psychotic symptoms it can decrease your cognition....maybe the Seroquel will help
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#611
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Strangely no....I mean I should be mad it’s totally justified but I have some vague sense that we chose our challenges in this world. That for what ever reason we chose each challenge to teach us a vital lesson before we pass on. So for me when I was 12 I couldn’t walk and that directed my entire career path. My cognitive issues and mouse allergies are directing that path now, but I’m still learning so much about how lucky I was before etc. I find most things depend on outlook.
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#612
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Talked to the addictions counsellor. He was very chill. We don't connect cuz he doesn't talk much and I can't sense a personality. Maybe I'm not as emotionless as I think I am.. Or my negative symptoms have gotten better. But I bet he has knowledge idk.
Idk if I can get advice out of him when he doesn't make comments on what I should do. I'm the one with the insight. So much insight. Maybe I don't need an addictions counsellor and I'm able to do this on my own. He gave me a number for the cigarette addiction thing so I'll call them. Cuz ciggies are the most addictive cancer causing tobacco company facks |
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#613
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If I was an addictions counsellor I'd probably be a bad one or a good one idk.. I'd make friends with the clients and talk about everything except the drugs.. like "My life is this way, so I take drug", "I feel like this, so I take drug".
"What do you mean your life is 'this' way? Why do you feel like 'that'"? *Talks for half an hour about life* "Life is smiles, sadness, etc.. " *Philosophical talk*. The cause is not the drug. The cause is WHY the drug. Food, sex, sleep, relationship problems, death of close one.. spirituality and beautiful things.. drugs!? Drugs! |
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#614
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kids need hugs not drugs.
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#615
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Ended up taking about a 20 minute walk on my break. I did feel energized for a while but now I'm tired. My muscles hurt in weird places, like the side of my calf hurts. Probably from not exercising a lot to starting to exercise a lot. My muscles are like, what?!!!??! My boss was getting on my nerves. I was glad she was back but then I like wasn't. She left half day but then I had a stupid meeting to go to which was lame. Now I'm just waiting for the mail to see if we got more checks so I can go to the bank for work. I'm not feeling as paranoid as I was earlier. I think I'm feeling ultra chill now. Maybe too chill. Kit
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#616
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gonna go grocery shopping in an hour or so
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![]() Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#617
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I need to do that too but probably not going to. I'll just make it work with whatever is in the house. Kit
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My Dad has to have a colonoscopy tomorrow. He has a history of tumors and polyps. I'm not really nervous for him but I am a little nervous for him. I hope he doesn't have any tumors. He had to have a bunch of stuff surgically removed last time. Kit
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I hope it goes well for him Kit, I'll keep you and him in my prayers ![]()
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#620
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I'm not sure if I drank too much coffee or if I'm hungry and need to eat
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#621
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I dont get mad at myself because I always try, try to work, try to get a college degree, try to write. With good intentions, I believe passivity is evil, activity is the good. That's my ethic. I'm going to make mistakes, but I believe they are all necessary up to a point. It takes me awhile to gauge new circumstances but I think long and hard on it, and then when I know the path, I give it everything I've got.
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#622
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I told my mom i was going back to school and shes like “youve been going for a long time and you never got any degree. Its just gonna be a waste of money”.
I told her “please no discouragement or negativity.” Ugh
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![]() Anonymous40796, Loial, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#623
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i'm hyper as ****... someone talk to me...
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#624
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Hey Erti.....do you take a mood stabilizer or anything?
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#625
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yes why yes i do. lamictal i take 50 mg twice a day.
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