Roll Call 144

All I have going for me here is vaping. And they just killed my Voopoo. They charged it when the batteries were in my room getting charged. It looks like they fried the chip set. The unit would not turn on.

I wish to God I could ****lng cry. But they stole my emotions too.

I'm sorry you're dealing with that Angelique

Yeah, I feel better, a lot calmer. I was able to sleep most of the night

Morning!
Having a nice day. Got up without the alarm at 7:30. Had coffee with my dog. Got my son up at 8. Had more coffee. Got my daughter up at 8:30. Made breakfast - blueberry pancakes for my son and sliced berries with fresh whipped cream for my daughter. Got everyone off to school and worked for an hour and a half. It was so laid back and relaxing.
Now I’m trying to decide between a 2nd breakfast or breadsticks for lunch. Hanging out for a couple hours then picking my son up for his physical.
I am in desperate need of a shower. I did not take one for 2 days. I’ve been too cold to strip down lol.
I’m getting a little nervous about my surgery. Not “omg I’m going to die” nervous more like what if the nerve is permanently damaged already or what if she happens to damage it further. Kwim? Kinda need my hands.
Came to the realization that I can’t apply to volunteer until September. I won’t be able to handle the dogs for 6 - 8 weeks after surgery which will put us into the end of May. Kids get out in June. Better to just wait until they are back to school. I’m not ready to leave them alone for hours on end all summer. I absolutely live for that time!

Oops I meant 200 mg seroquel

Thank you, BB. I have no idea how to prevent this with the replacement when it comes. I don't think they'll let me keep the whole thing - wait! I just realized I can take the battery door as well as the batteries in my room. That might help.

I'm glad you are feeling calmer.

Decided to go with the breadsticks.

New York Company garlic breadsticks 12 per box @ $2.39 per box.

They are really really good and cheaper than I could make.

Why do you take the batteries out?

To bring them to my room to charge.

Oh I’m confused now... why would they try charging it if you are the one charging the batteries?

They don't know im charging the batteries. It's a surprisingly complicated situation.

Going to close my eyes for an hour before I jump in the shower.
I’m not really tired but my eyes are hurting a bit. They feel heavy.

Right... I see.

my counselor is leaving meh... damn i liked her too.

Love pine trees

Beautiful pic! Blog it 😀

how come??

she got another position else where.

Sorry about your counselor Erti. HUGS Kit

that sux... I'm sorry

Hi everyone. How is everyone? I'm blah today. I don't know if I am just tired or ??? Not sure. Maybe it's depression. Maybe it's something else. Hard to tell. My Dad had minor surgery on his wrist and elbow yesterday. He's doing okay today. We spent 5 hours at the hospital yesterday for his surgery. I was pretty anxious but they sent him home with some pain meds and he seems to be alright. I don't want to be at work, but I gotta. I wasn't at work yesterday so things piled up. I got through most of them already but I don't like that feeling at all. It's not good. I've been taking my AP at night which I think is helping. But, IDK. Maybe I am still depressed. I might end up having to take another AD. I don't wanna. Thought I saw a person on the street today. I think it was a hallucination. That happens a lot to me. I try to ignore it but sometimes its hard. Hugs to anyone who wants one. Kit

Thank you, Loial. I am grateful for that hug!

My toilet overflowed this morning and for some reason that made me fill with so much anxiety. I called my landlord for maintenance and then went to my grandmothers.

I was so anxious that I threw up at my grandparents.

I'm not gonna go back until it's fixed, and 7 hours later it's apparently not fixed yet, I just called to check.

Why does it take so long to fix damn plumbing, and why am I an anxious wreck over it.

It's fixed and now im back home, feels good

Hope you feel better Kit meds are frustrating