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#276
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#277
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Can I just say bpcyclist, it’s so nice having you here. It’s great to have new perspectives.
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![]() Angelique67, bpcyclist, Desoxyn, newtus, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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#278
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My pizza stone was finally delivered so my sister is going to drop that off this weekend
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, bpcyclist, cogladaid, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#279
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Awesome bluebird.....can’t wait for pics of all your pizza 🍕 goodness 😀
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#280
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Might go for a run at 6pm
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#281
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I would love to be one of those city runners. Just running.. running every day.. earbuds in.. run in the sun, run in the rain.. just keep running.. never stop.. Good sleep, good mental health, run with fit partner - Or being fit alone, listening to podcasts, talking, running, running, morning coffee.. clear mind, running.. Work, school.. Running towards something.. Instead of running away from demons... Finding goals, breath in and out, blood pumping, healing wounds easier, burning energy.. Until the knees give out - Not thinking about the future or the past.. Just running... Constant.. running..
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![]() Angelique67, bpcyclist, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#282
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Running literally distances me from my demons. I don't know if it's quite literal or not. But it feels that way sometimes. It's good for my mental health. I don't know if it's a cure-all though. |
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#283
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Hey, thanks, Sometimes! You have always been so helpful to me.
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#284
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Yum!! I would like a Thai shrimp one, please...
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#285
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I was watching comedians stories about psychedelics so now I feel like nothing is real and a bit scared. Not going for a run in this mind state.
My mom is stressed about work. I don't know what I'm doing. I feel alone. The only thing grounding me is a podcast with a nutritionist. Edit: Took an olanzepine. Feeling a bit sad. |
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#286
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Think I figured everything out. I need to take Zyprexa again. I think it's because my doctor recently took me off of Zyprexa and lowered Abilify substantially that I feel awful these days. I feel a little more hopeful after stumbling upon this realization. I wish things were more linear. But I suppose they never are.
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#287
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
![]() SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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#288
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Yeah. I wish my pdoc had been more slow about it. He seemed really eager to get me off of Zyprexa. And down on Abilify too. Oh and I also got off of Klonopin in that time, too. It's been a fair amount of time to make all those changes. Probably 3 months or so. But I still think it was way too fast. I think he was trying to test whether I actually had schizoaffective or something. Which to me just sounded like playing with my emotions. I don't know. He always tends towards wanting to reduce meds. I don't like it much. He also got me out of a terrible depression though. I wonder if it's time for a new pdoc. I don't know. |
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#289
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5-HT2A receptors are antagonized. Feeling better.
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#290
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1. Antipsychotic 2. Beta blocker 3. Anti-anxiety 4. Sleep med 5. Stimulant They are all needed. But that's all. |
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#291
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My meds are so simple.
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#292
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Gotta get a blood test tomorrow for clozaril, not sure what labs are open near here
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#293
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I took a mind rest at 11pm. I fell asleep for a few minutes so I decided to get ready and go to sleep, took a zopiclone and then felt rested and want to read so I just don't feel like sleeping.
The problem again.. I shouldn't have taken the zopiclone now. I should have taken it before I snoozed. Important that: I don't take a stimulant this morning. I'm gonna have to go a day without it which is gonna suck. I might get akathisia and dystonia but hopefully I can get some sleep within the next 18 hours without taking a temazepam. Sleep-wake thing is annoying. But I'm gonna transition between reading, watching youtube and music all night maybe. |
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#294
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Trying to listen to an Edmund Husserl audiobook while posting on PC. I don't know if the audiobook part is working too well. Oh well...
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#295
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![]() Angelique67, Job 30 26, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#296
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My original pdoc took me off all meds too, because I had only had one psychotic episode.....it took me nine months but I started having psychosis again so I went back on abilify. The odds are simply not in your favor.....once you have psychosis once it tends to happen again. I get what your doc is doing....he’s testing the dose so you aren’t maxed out. It’s sounds like you were on high doses of two APs and he want to reduce it. Generally this is a good doc....the bad docs I’ll keep you so drugged up you can’t function.
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#297
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True. That is a good point. I do think he is a good doc. |
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#298
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First attempt in making meringue. Need to work on the presentation but they taste so good
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One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
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#299
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Beyond exhausted this morning, mentally, physically, everything. Not able to do much yesterday. Maybe it will turn around today. I need some sort of divine interevention or something here...
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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