Roll Call 167 :)

I'm thinking about going to live with my brother for a bit idk

He's a very smart INTJ and is really updated with the world. Has basically no mental illness for some reason.

I am an INFP, I just looked at my Myers-Briggs results, again.

It's kind of interesting.

I remember looking at those personality tests trying to figure out my ideal career. Right now I feel like only doing creative things, though. I mean like creative writing. I'd like to write a novel.

Yeah same (INFP). I looked for careers too.. I seem to like INTJ careers but they're for the mind not the heart.... So I'd maybe end up procrastinating or switching jobs and never be happy.. I'd like to combine the two..

Cuz I'm an enneagram type 5 (It's rare to be INFP and type 5 enneagram - Almost like an oxymoron).. So that explains why I can't DO THINGS..

But I'll figure it out... These things help with understand self a little bit..

G'morning Newtus and everyone. I'm doing bad. Having lots of sui thoughts. Went back and forth this weekend about going to the hospital or not. I ended up not going. I looked at the hospital's website where I would like to go if I have to go but they still don't allow visitors because of COVID and that's one thing that is making me definitely not want to go. But on the other hand I gotta keep myself safe. Don't know what the right answer is. HUGS All, Kit

Hugs Kit, if you feel like you’re going to act please check yourself in.....

Thanks SP. I texted T to see if she has any time available between now and our scheduled appointment time on Saturday. I told her I've been sui 5 days and that I thought she should know. We'll see what she says. How are you doing? Kit

What does d/o stand for?

I had drug induced bipolar for 6 days. The mdma comedown was full blown euphoric depression and episodes of cyclothymic mania. I cried 40 times a day for 6 days so like 250 times I recon. When I listened to music, I would get the chills from head to toe.

People would consider it horrible. But idk what they're talking about.. For me personally, it was much better than anhedonia. Although I wouldn't like it to happen again.. Not now.

That's just my personal experience. Mostly since 16 until then, I had complete dysphoric depression all the time and agitated mania. Never felt euphoric.

I hope I don't get crap for this: I'm just trying to understand..

d/o idk... Lol just me not realizing what I"m typing. Never heard of that it but it sounds like a mix episode

Bummed...

Reading a book by one of my favorite authors. So I'm enjoying that. Nothing better than coffee and a good book.

I'm doing well, love life. I have to go to the store tomorrow to get one of the ingredients I forgot for my Italian sausage/meatball dinner. I'll be making that then. Will take all day so I'll probably just play my HP Lego game on my Xbox while it cooks. Still waiting on my pizza stone to be delivered.

I'm trying to eat more vegetables so I've been having bell peppers cut up and spinach salads often lately. I've been looking up the health benefits of different foods.

Could be short for disorder?

There’s a new bear show on Disney.......so tempted to start watching it while bf is working next door....lol he loves bears 🐻

Do you have disney plus? IT's freaking awesome.

Drug overdose?????

Yes I love it....