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Pharmacist is gonna try to put the clozapine prescription through when the pharmacy opens at 11am tomorrow
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 08:44 PM
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Just so anxious about this stuff, annoyed it's taking so long.
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 08:46 PM
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Trying.. to.. Absorb knowledge..

Finding sources.. Many sources..

Going through internet, articles, reddits, etc..

The deeper I go, I find patterns.. But want to listen to music and chill...

Too much to handle.. brains.. My brain? Minds..

Day, night, dream, sight, light, dark, fight, spark

Order.. What do I do? With fear? Positivity, hope.

I will be positive until I die. But I remember when I was a kid - I was on the internet... A forum.. On skype I made a friend. He said "Is the glass half full or half empty?" - I said.. "Half empty". I know it's a jinx.. But it was a coincidental one.. It's true. I am a pessimist by nature.

It was made to be.

But I'm ok.
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 08:51 PM
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Pharmacist is gonna try to put the clozapine prescription through when the pharmacy opens at 11am tomorrow
Super exciting!
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I think it might’ve been acid reflux. This has happened a few times. I also ate a crap load today. I knew good and well not to, and I still did it.
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 08:52 PM
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Trying.. to.. Absorb knowledge..

Finding sources.. Many sources..

Going through internet, articles, reddits, etc..

The deeper I go, I find patterns.. But want to listen to music and chill...

Too much to handle.. brains.. My brain? Minds..

Day, night, dream, sight, light, dark, fight, spark

Order.. What do I do? With fear? Positivity, hope.

I will be positive until I die. But I remember when I was a kid - I was on the internet... A forum.. On skype I made a friend. He said "Is the glass half full or half empty?" - I said.. "Half empty". I know it's a jinx.. But it was a coincidental one.. It's true. I am a pessimist by nature.

It was made to be.

But I'm ok.
That is intereting, Desoxyn, because I don't really think of you as a pessimist.
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 08:54 PM
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I feel a lot better today but I still don't want to start my work....

I just did six hours straight of homework...now I know how you feel after 8 hours of zoom.....
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I almost bought (the other day) a book called The Prescriber's Guide by Dr. Stephen Stahl. It's like the psychiatrist's reference manual for psych drugs. I honestly secretly wish I had it.

I’ve got a different book by him, I got it to get the receptor interactions for all the APs....
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 08:55 PM
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I just did six hours straight of homework...now I know how you feel after 8 hours of zoom.....
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:02 PM
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Just looked at an entire page of german shepherd puppy pictures and now I feel great!
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:03 PM
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And I'm eating chocolate chocolate chip cookies. Yum!
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:14 PM
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With the clozapine. The worry is that the REMS people might not work on the weekends. If that's the case I can't get it until Monday
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:20 PM
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With the clozapine. The worry is that the REMS people might not work on the weekends. If that's the case I can't get it until Monday
What's a REMS people?
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:23 PM
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Clozapine REMS is the FDA system where you have to get blood drawn every week, make sure the ANC is ok, then get the med.

The nurse faxed my lab to them friday.
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:25 PM
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Just looked at an entire page of german shepherd puppy pictures and now I feel great!

My family was always partial to Shepard’s, my grandparents had them and one of my aunts...usually two at a time. They’re great dogs.
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:27 PM
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sorry if I'm bugging y'all about this clozapine stuff I'm just an anxious person haha
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:31 PM
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sorry if I'm bugging y'all about this clozapine stuff I'm just an anxious person haha

It’s ok falcon...you’re just being you....which is always a good thing.
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I just did six hours straight of homework...now I know how you feel after 8 hours of zoom.....
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sorry if I'm bugging y'all about this clozapine stuff I'm just an anxious person haha
Hey, it's good you're trying out different things to feel better. I"m currently on about 675mg of it a day. ask questions... how else are you going to know without asking questions.
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Old Jun 20, 2020, 09:41 PM
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That is intereting, Desoxyn, because I don't really think of you as a pessimist.
Yeah actually I think I'm an optimist. I confuse it with nihilism.. Optimistic nihilism..

I remember saying to a psychologist, "I'm an optimistic misanthrope".

When I first told my mom that I was depressed when I was 16, she got me to write down 5 or so things that I'm hopeful for - I wrote them down. She said "You're not depressed".

So I suppose it's negative symptoms of schizophrenia idk. My therapist said that she can't picture or imagine me being depressed like I explain how I was. So Idk
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My family was always partial to Shepard’s, my grandparents had them and one of my aunts...usually two at a time. They’re great dogs.
Wish I could have one...
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sorry if I'm bugging y'all about this clozapine stuff I'm just an anxious person haha
I sorta doubt those FDA folks are working on Sunday, falcon, so, it could be Monday for you. Hang in there.
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I’ve become partial to chihuahuas now. They’re so damn cute and full of personality.
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