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Default Sep 14, 2021 at 11:43 AM
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I feel much more prepared now

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Hi guys, boy IOP is intense. Last night S led. She is tough but cool. Apparently there is this rule that if you are 15 minutes late you can't take the class and you have to make it up. On Friday someone was like 20 minutes late and she wouldn't let them join. And then last night someone was like 14 minutes late. She let them join but she was like, dude not cool to be late. Last night was on shame and resilience. It was super tough. I was thinking like I am not that empathetic because I don't understand my own emotions so how can I understand someone else's emotions? And then I was explaining like how if someone is upset around me I'll just tell them that I'm here or I'm listening or give them a hug or something and then S was like, Kit, that is being empathetic. Oh. I guess I was being hard on myself.


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Felt awful waking up this morning. The Vyvanse and coffee barely did anything. I felt apathetic with negative thoughts. I took phenibut and then wasn't antisocial anymore... Maybe I need an antidepressant.

Then I went for a walk with my mom to see a glacier and now she's cooking Spanish omelettes =]
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I have an appointment with the IOP pdoc in about an hour. I hope he doesn't try to change my medications or anything. I hope it's just a "we want to make sure you are seen by a provider" type of thing. I hope he's not one of these "let's change everything you are on" sorts of people (although I have prescriptions for three months from my other doctor so I suppose I could just not take his advice.) I think it's a him. We'll find out. I'm weirdly nervous.

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Felt awful waking up this morning. The Vyvanse and coffee barely did anything. I felt apathetic with negative thoughts. I took phenibut and then wasn't antisocial anymore... Maybe I need an antidepressant.

Then I went for a walk with my mom to see a glacier and now she's cooking Spanish omelettes =]
I've never had a spanish omelet.

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I forgot my mental health meds for like one day and I was feeling great and then I took them today and I felt so nauseous. I think they are making some of the nausea worse that I’m feeling. And I don’t mean feeling great mental health wise but I mean I was feeling great physically!

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Medication nausea and pregnancy nausea together… it’s so unbearable.

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Who else is ready for Halloween?

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The IOP Pdoc was perfectly nice. He is just a nurse practitioner so I don't trust him as much as I trust my Pdoc who is a neuropsychiatrist. But he did say we have some wiggle room with the Latuda if we need to go up on the dose. At least he was on time and the appointment didn't take too long (since I'm at work!).

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I keep getting Halloween Dollar Tree ads on this site!

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I threw away the rest of my caffeinated coffee. So now I have none, just decaf. I don’t drink soda so that’s not an issue. Now I just have to make it through some hellish withdrawal probably over the next week. But it’s the only way to get myself to stop for awhile. If it’s not already in the house I won’t be tempted to go out and buy it because to be honest I’m lazy anyway and don’t feel like going to the store most of the time.

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I don't like costumes or pumpkins etc
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The dead spirits.. Graveyards.. Ghosts.. Halloween is a special time for us people sanitized and always ignoring of death.
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I have at least adjusted a little more to the Provigil. It seems to energize me, which is good.

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Also, I haven't really heard whether the jobs I applied to are a go or not. I guess I will wait whether I get firm offers.

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I stress a ton about being able to handle a full time or even part time job, but I think it would help me not ruminate so much.

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