Roll Call 191

A new Pokémon game was announced today, Scarlet and Violet, they come out late 2022, I'm super excited for them, they look good.

My glasses broke yesterday. I'm due for an eye exam anyway so I'll call them and schedule one on Monday. My insurance covers an exam and a pair of glasses every 2 years, and it's been over 2 years since my last one so I'm good to go. My sister will give me a ride to a VisionWorks after I get my prescription from my eye doctor to pick out a free pair.

I lost 5lbs in the past few weeks so I'm happy about that

We have no fallout shelters anywhere near here…..I had assumed we did but yikes

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Sorry but only the billionaire elite can afford at this particular moment. Pls inquire once I am done my lunch break - I'm very busy though. You can take a seat in the waiting room until then. Sorry for the inconvenience.

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My sister's birthday is on March 4th, I'm getting her:

-a $25 amazon gift card
-a box of ferrero rocher truffles
-this movie night popcorn and seasoning gift set: Amazon.com
- and a card

That’s nice bluebird 😊

Oh I thought the billionaire elite would be off planet 🌎….

Apparently a trip to Switzerland is in order….300,000 shelters….some of my DNA is from there and they’ve got beautiful mountains ….

I can't help but obsess over food/calories, exercise and my weight lately, it helps my anxiety to be obsessed and focused completely with something and ignore things around me giving me really bad anxiety.

I try my best to eat in moderation but lately have been edging into not eating enough again

I've been spending hours looking up weight loss advice, looking at weight loss progress before and after pics on reddit and comparing myself

Bluebird….idk if you know but you are beautiful exactly how you are….

Thank you so much SP, that means a lot to me.

I'm trying to get over my self hatred and self esteem issues, it's just difficult sometimes

I’m starting to feel like there’s no reason to I’m having urges to end it due to anxiety. I’d rather just get it over with.

I'm not doing anything btw, I'm having a panic attack.

I think I'm just going to force myself to finally disconnect from the internet for 6 months or so and then come back and maybe I'll feel less stressed/overwhelmed by then. My mental health can't deal with the constant posts on Facebook and elsewhere online about WWIII starting and the memes and jokes about it are making me pissed too. And the ongoing pandemic and fear of it. If it does end up happening, I have no idea what the chances are but well I hope everyone stays safe. Anyway, I hope you all are still here posting on this forum still when I come back. Some of you I have on Facebook. I'm gonna try to stay off there as well obviously but I will be using messenger if anyone wants to get ahold of me, I can use messenger without having to actually see my Facebook timeline. I need some self discipline anyway with the internet. I'm also going through some med adjustments. It's nothing anyone on here has said, I just can't deal with any kind of severe stress right now I feel like I'm on edge.

I'm sorry BB.. You are very VERY anxious. It's the brain chems contributing. You have to find a way to be calm or stoic now more than ever. It takes a lot of practice but can be done.

The world has a really short attention span - It goes from one scare to the next. All that we react to is what is REAL to us personally/individual senses of reality. Sure, tensions in Ukraine are a real threat - But they have to be balanced. Here is a balanced place (Although I've been freaking out too - So I'm sorry for that).

I've been really on edge and feeling similar. It's not as easy to CT the internet - Cuz the brains chemicals are intertwined with the thing so it would take a SNAP of the mind to do it.

Much love <3 I'm not sure about anything and my mind has been twisted in all different directions - I have anxiety of multiple thoughts and imaginations in my peripheral vision and can't seem to sort them out.

Calm, collective, confidence, positive emotions - No matter what that the world is decaying in some way, no one can predict the future. A good thing could happen to you personally - Or the world could wake up at any minute and FEEL the pain of others, loose the ego, arguing etc.. instead of jumping into the unknown - where we here/and others would miss you.

We are here, whenever.... we post.. Schiz Roll Call is it's own entity/realm that we've been posting on since forever and it doesn't die. Not yet. It is for help/support/venting/random - For helping torment, suffering,.. But nothing can help suicide - Only prevent.

I know my Ts bday I always tell him happy bday

Everything sux and I wanna die

Sorry you’re feeling bad jdna…how can we help?

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HUGS jdna

I, for one, do not feel like working today. I have Friday off. So short week. I can't get motivated. Stupid depression

I ordered my boss a birthday present and set it to be delivered to his house like up to a week before his birthday up through his birthday. I hope he likes it. At least I am a good employee in some ways.

This depression I'm having is giving me suicidal thoughts. Not how or anything....just like not wanting to be here on earth. But tomorrow is my Dad's birthday. I have to look forward to things. Stupid depression. I see Pdoc via telehealth on Wednesday.

Hugs SK sorry you’re feeling bad……

Thank you SP! HUGS for you too.