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#276
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#277
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Woke up depressed this morning, some of the craziest dreams I've ever had though. Now I feel pretty okay.
Still good, day 3 of 5mg olanzepine (Instead of 10mg). Hugs to all. |
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#278
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Saw the allergist today.
Good news is he doesn’t believe lamotrigine is the cause of my rash/etc. I’m cleared to go back on. But I’m not sure if I can go straight back on? It’s only been a couple days off of it so I should be fine to start again? I called my doctor but haven’t heard back. But that’s also like… why do I have a spot on my face? Why did I have headache, signs of an allergic reaction, fever, body aches, sweating, chills, and a lab detected immune response?? No idea. Anyway, **** the seroquel I’ll go back to lamotrigine. I have a follow up blood test with the allergist next month and then a phone call and an appointment later on in the year. I see my regular doctor in a couple weeks. Hopefully I can just go back to how I was before this spot showed up. And lastly, hope this spot goes away soon because it still worries me. Now I’m back to worrying I have skin cancer lol. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#279
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Ran out of thorazine and can't get to the pharmacy till tomorrow so I guess I have a night with no sleep to look forward to tonight ugh.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#280
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Possible trigger:
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#281
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![]() I’m here cause I’m not all there... ![]() ![]() ![]()
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"If you think your life is complete confusion, cause you never win the game, just remember, that's a grand illusion, cause deep inside we're all the same" --Styx |
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#282
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Sorry, I was struggling a lot yesterday.
I ended up staying up all night because I couldn’t sleep (I got one hour of light sleep around 6am -7am) I was up crying and
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One of my friends was up all night too because he’s trying to fix his sleep schedule so we talked for several hours on messenger and I played Pokémon Scarlet while we talked. (We dated in the past like 10 years ago but we are just good friends now) Anyway it was nice I walked to the pharmacy today. Got soaked. There’s snow up to my knees and puddles up to above my ankles. My shoes and socks got soaked entirely through. I should have worn my winter boots. I don’t know what I was thinking. Anyway I got all my meds. I can take my Thorazine tonight and finally sleep Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#283
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Therapy at 1 PM today. I don't know why I am always so nervous before therapy. I feel kind of unreal though. So that's a weird combo! Don't know whether or not to tell her about the hallucinations. Some people don't know what to say about them. Or they just tell me I'm fine. Plus I am worried about worrying her! Sigh. I wish once in a while I could be normal. Whatever that is.
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#284
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Painting progress
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#285
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Very nice job on the painting Blue_Bird! That looks like it takes a ton of concentration!
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#286
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![]() Hope your appointment goes well ![]()
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#287
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I'm hoping to get better with practice
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#288
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#289
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I miss my friend. I haven't seen her since Feb. 27th. Because she works in Emergency management and she has been deployed to the mountains near us because we got so much snow in a short amount of time. People are still snowed in and it is weeks later. I miss her so much!
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#290
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Day 4 of 5mg olanz. Doing good (:
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![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, cogladaid
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#291
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I’m wearing shorts and while faded, I can see my self harm scars on my thighs and ankle. I get this urge now to self harm. It’s just this feeling I have.
I’m 69 days clean from self harm. Trying to sit with the feeling and ignore it. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#292
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Meeting with a career readiness person tomorrow. To see if I’m ready to take one of their career readiness workshops.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#293
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Sorry SK, hope you get to see your friend soon! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, SlumberKitty
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#294
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Hoping to work part time in the spring
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#295
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@ Blue_Bird, nice artwork! Thanks for sharing it with us!
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"If you think your life is complete confusion, cause you never win the game, just remember, that's a grand illusion, cause deep inside we're all the same" --Styx |
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#296
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Thinking about my upcoming Parkinson’s virtual meeting in 1/2 hour... playing some Binaural Beats from Youtube...
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"If you think your life is complete confusion, cause you never win the game, just remember, that's a grand illusion, cause deep inside we're all the same" --Styx |
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#297
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I woke up at about 3am unable to get back to sleep. Watched some tv and now it’s just after 430am.
No one is awake until about 5am. I don’t usually get up until about 630am/7am or so. I’m sooo bored. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#298
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Thank you ![]() I hope your meeting goes well ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#299
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I finally got a night of sleep thanks to my Thorazine. I was running on 1 hour of sleep in 40 hours before that. Glad I got my refill. I slept really good and feel better.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#300
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