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Jan 21, 2008, 03:40 PM
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i hate you
i despise you i wish that you were dead you're a disease a poison that's crept inside my head will i ever be free? from the grasp u have on me? will i ever heal? from what u did to me? will i ever feel alive? will i ever want to live? |
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Jan 21, 2008, 05:14 PM
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somebody,
I can relate, especially to the feeling that an abuser has "crept" inside and still has control over how I feel, about myself, my life, and other people. I am on a healing journey. It is not over. But today I do know that the efforts it has taken have been worth it. I want you to know, if you have any doubt, that healing is possible, and that connecting with life and feeling truly alive is possible. The grip of the past will ease, but not just with time. As you work to heal, taking back your life one moment at a time, the power the past has over you will shrink. Most of all today, please know that you are worth the effort, from yourself and from those who want to help you. be well, mtd |
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Jan 22, 2008, 10:22 AM
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yes u will feel u want to live
yes u will heal ((((sbsd)))) |
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Jan 22, 2008, 12:33 PM
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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Jan 23, 2008, 02:19 AM
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((((((((((((((everyone)))))))))))))))
it gives me such hope to meet ppl who have started to or have healed...it gives me hope that i can begin to heal and take back what's mine..my life and my happiness...which was so crudely taken from me...thankyou everyone for making me feel loved...making me feel like i am somebody...somebody worth it..worth a damn...and that is a special...wonderful feeling.... hugs hugs hugs i want.....to want.....to live...... so incredibly badly... my will is strong.... but it is crushed under something so heavy and destroying... but it is there...waiting until it can be let out... and i believe it will....as i begin to heal and i just hope and hope and hppe that i CAN heal... im scared and terrified of facing this... but i think it is time... i just don't want to go at it in isolation..its helps to know someone is by your side...either physically or just in their thoughts and mine.. i feel more positive today...i don't know if it is a fluke.. but i feel supported....and hopeful...its slight..but it's there.. and El..it is so awesome to know u in person... you are so dear to me... and so helpful...but i will never forget that u too are dealing with what i am..although maybe at a different stage..and i will be sensitive to u..your pain...and your mind..your needs... i will never hurt u...or drain u...on purpose.. love u...xoxo |
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