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![]() bizi, Wild Coyote
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#177
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you will need much support to get well.
I wish for you good health. ((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#178
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I'm glad you're getting better and are about to get out. Please be honest with your new team.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Eden, are you going to take your meds when you get out? If you ask me I don't think you're ready since you're still seeing things. If you don't comply with your pdocs you'll just end up back in there so please just try and have some trust here. I wish you the best.
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#180
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we will continue supporting you all the way.
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#181
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oh wow a lot of replies! um the hospital has set up a community team to keep seeing me and i am seeing my case worker in 2 days so she can check in on me she said i have to be honest about taking my meds i told her it was something i have a lot of trouble with i am trying to keep taking it but i dont know if i can or not i am also seeing my psychiatrist on the same day i really dont know what to do i am starting to feel sad again i feel like i am about to start crying and everything hurts i want to scream and i am really tired ugh why is everything so hard.
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#182
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I am sorry every thing is so hard. once you are more stable it will get easier.
Just keep taking your meds. sorry that you are hurting. bizi hugs ![]()
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#183
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i just dont feel like things will get better and the meds have made me sadder i should have just done what i was going to quietly i just i dont feel good and i have ruined everything.
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The meds haven't started working yet, to me. It took around 2 months for my med change from my inpatient in April to start kicking in.
To me it feels like just waking up after a long sleep, with everything getting clearer. *7 weeks isn't long enough for the meds to start kicking in. *for some of us. It sounds like nothing at all changed for you after 7 weeks. Have you been skipping meds? |
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Sounds like you've crashed into depression.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#187
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Well I do feel depressed
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I have to think about your future, because at some point you'll need to take care of yourself/be responsible for yourself. I wish you can save your feeling of being magical and let that be one of the better feelings you can have, but not in place of reality. You have been so brave. You have started down the path of reality, even knowing that the meds would probably curb those wonderful feelings you have when you're more manic. That takes a ton of courage. I am so proud of you, Eden. You have been doing awesome. ![]() Tell your care team that the depression has started getting bad. Maybe there's something they can use to help with that. Your courage just makes me so proud of you. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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i really dont know i mean i guess i will tell them but i dont know what they can even do i just want to stay in bed forever i feel like crying and everything hurts so much i cant tke this i only just got out of the hospital i dont want to end up back there i really dont but i am scared if i tell the caseworker how i am really feeling then i will. i am to tired i just want to sleep.
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I hope you get some sleep tonight eden.
((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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So sorry that you are so down. Depression commonly follows mania. I doubt they will put you back in hospital unless you become unsafe. Please be honest with your treatment team as there may be something they can do to help the depression ease. Right now do all you can to be kind to yourself and take care of yourself. You will get through this and find your feet again. As someone else said, you are very brave. Stay strong.
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thank you
i feel horrible
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hey eden, were you able to get some sleep?
what are the doctors telling you today. if you want to get out, you need to convince them you're not seeing angels, and you need to convince them that you don't think you're going to be punnished by the angels you're not going to be punnished. the angels. they have more important stuff to do |
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You have a lot of friends here, so post as much as you want to. ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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I don't know if I can keep taking them that long ugh I want to scream.
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Is Ability still the only med you're on at the moment? If so, I would ask the doc about adding an antidepressant of some sort. Not an SSRI, but something else that has those properties. Best of luck.
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yes it is the only med i dont know if i could handle taking another one.
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