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#126
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I asked my mom right before 6:30 when she planned on turning the air on. She asked if she should turn it on now. I said yeah. Less then 5 minutes after the air was on I was fast asleep from 6:30 until about 3:30 and I feel so much better today then I did yesterday.
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#127
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Ugh, back to a couple of hours! I was so hopeful after last night.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#128
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My sleep was so fitful, I might have been better off just staying up. During Sunday services, I couldn't keep my eyes open even with a cup of my espresso concoction in my system. I got home around noon, set up a 2pm Zoom seminar, pulled the "I'll just take an hour nap." and woke up at 4:15. Fun times. I'm going to try and force myself to be up and at 'em and doing work, so that I can hopefully crash at the "right" time and reset my sleep schedule.
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Litany Against Fear (Dune) |
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#129
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Even with the hydroxyzine the ER gave me I only got an hour and a half of sleep.
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#130
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I fell asleep at 7 and woke up at 2:30. Thats a bit early but still 7.5 hours so not much to complain about.
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#131
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Same as usual.
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#132
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Last night was a wash. I watched a movie until 1am or so then I read until 3:30 but still felt wide awake and wired. Tossing and turning until 8am then finally slept until 11:30am.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#133
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I fell asleep at 7. I woke up at 11. I got back to sleep around 2:30. I said I'd wake up at 5:30 but it was 6 when I got up and then my mom said she was going to take a long shower so I slept until 7.
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#134
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I don't know what time I fell asleep, probably around 11-12ish, and I woke up at 3am.
This is extremely embarrassing, but since I overdosed and stopped breathing towards the end of 2020 I haven't been able to sleep alone. When I try and start drifting off I get all panicky and feel like I am about to die. So I've been sleeping in the living room or if it's really bad I'll sleep in my mom's room, but not last night. Nope, last night I slept in my room with the door shut, some Beethoven on, and as I was starting to fall asleep I jerked awake and just tried again....and again...and eventually I was able to sleep.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for." "Why not?" "Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them." "What, are you crazy?" "It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet," |
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#135
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Took one of the 10 mg ambien s that I have. Went to bed around 11 but at 1:56 was still wake. Sometime after that I fell asleep. Woke at 7 when the alarm went off. Have a head full of noise. Still it’s more sleep than I’ve managed on my own.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#136
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Still napping about two hours at various times.
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#137
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Fitful sleep. I woke up twice in the night, finally falling (and staying) asleep around 3am. I feel OK fatigue wise and I hope that continues through the work day!
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Litany Against Fear (Dune) |
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#138
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Had a very early morning appointment. Went to bed early but took forever to fall asleep, then just as I did fall asleep the alarm went off. Weird dream of aliens 👽 and bewitched Samantha and her sister saving me as I turned into an alien to survive a shooting.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#139
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This trip has really been wearing me out. I've been so exhausted I can feel it in my bones. These last 2 nights I've been falling asleep around 5-6 and sleeping about 12 hours straight.
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#140
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Slept in my car. Will probably have to do that again every time I need meds and have an in-person appointment the day before or the day after. Woke up a lot but it was probably more slept than I've had in months.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for." "Why not?" "Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them." "What, are you crazy?" "It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet," |
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#141
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I woke up at 2:30 this morning. I fell back asleep for half an hour or so around 4:30. My mom was snoring but I had my music on. I finally just got up at 6 and went downstairs and my uncles girlfriend was up too and I desperatly needed to eat some yogurt. People started getting up shortly after since we all wanted to be gone by 9:30.
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#142
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I should be asleep, & I sure wish I was. My heart aches & I'm scared of too many things. But I've got this idea, & belief, I'll be fine just around the corner. So that's where I am right now.
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#143
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I’ve been dreading the long nights so delaying bedtime more and more.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#144
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I fell asleep at 7 or so and woke up at 11. I drank a couple sodas and then I got back to sleep I think before 3 and then I got up at 6. I'm tired though and I tried drinking coffee but I wasn't in the mood for it. I may or may not take a nap.
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#145
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I was taking Ambien for almost a week to allow myself to sleep and rest my eye so last night none and of course no sleep but I forced myself to just keep my eyes shut for hours !
Dawn are you doing okay ? Any sleep lately ? Ohhh Nammu you need lots of sleep and your amazing dreams ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#146
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I'm sleeping much better since I quit caffeine.
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#147
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#148
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I fell asleep before 7. I woke up at 1:40 maybe. I got 45 minutes or so of sleep around 4:55. So it wasn't too bad overall.
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#149
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Hopefully, I won't jinx it, but I've been pretty regular in my sleep schedule. In bed by midnight at the latest and up anywhere from 6:30-8AM. Plenty of time to get ready to face the day. Here's hoping that lasts!
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Litany Against Fear (Dune) |
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#150
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I took a different type of melatonin. I was out before 7 and I didn't wake up until about 6:30. I didn't have my music on or anything. I feel much better today.
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"Good morning starshine.... the earth says hello"- Willy Wonka |
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