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I stopped all the benzos especially CLONAZEPAM...it was making me even worse...been off all benzos since MAY 2024. Try Acetyl L- Carnitine...I'm on no "habit forming" medications...
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#377
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Welcome to the bipolar forms death.
I too am not on any benzos, for decades. Couldn’t stand em.
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#378
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Welcome to the check in thread death8699. It's good to see you check in.
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Today was an excellent day - I had a crazy freakout - I KNOW I took my phone out at mass this morning to put it on silent to not disturb anyone - I cried during mass this morning too. I left early as usual for my Legion of Mary duties, and as I am talking in the car with the lady I go with, she mentions this lady who used to talk to Jesus in an empty chair in her room. She helped a lot of people, and her paperwork is being sent to Rome to become a saint. I thought to take out my phone and research her but it wasn't there! I left it in church! I made this poor lady turn around and go back to the church where we were supposed to be giving communion to someone who needs it! I got back to the church and of course the phone wasn't there, so the lady called my parents to come so I could get another one. Do you know how helpless I felt? Do you realize how dependent we are on our phones?
I turned to get in my car because my parents were coming and what did I see sitting on my passenger's seat? MY PHONE!!!! Guys, I swear to you, I took my phone out to turn in on silent in the church. Did I hallucinate that? Am I dreaming? Did the lady who used to talk to Jesus in the empty chair help me? I don't know! Then I went to my parent's, and we had an amazing day outside barbecuing and talking all day. I helped my dad out a lot today and laughed with my mom. They sent me home with a ton of food and a whole carton of chocolate chip ice cream. Please you guys, do me a favor, when I keep telling you how I want to throw my life away, please kick my butt for me. I really feel stupid for how I acted all week.
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#380
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@MuddyBoots here a grande cold brew from Starbucks is $6 and a medium cold foam cold brew from Dunkins is about $7.30. At a fancy local coffew place its normally $8-$10 depending on the milk
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#382
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They're a little chatty but they're not naughty! We just need to practice what "Partner Voices" looks like
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Well only 2 of the past 3 nights have been all-nighters... thank God I didn't comply with med management rules so I at least got three hours one of those nights...
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Just checking in. I have been so sick with a stomach virus, throwing up, diarheaa, not sleeping for over 24 hr, constantly throwing, up my meds, not refilling my meds, not getting the week's groceries, not d
not taking my shower, not checking for typ0s on this post, not paying off the credit card, not doing a thing, not checking in here, nopt art, no anything at this post Not even realizing today is my 21st wedding anniversary. Will cathc up the posts later. Just so sick,& weak, oh and I start a colonscopy prep on Wed. morning. Woinderful.
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#386
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Oh, my god, my daughter told me I went into psychosis, and if I didn't fall asleep soon, they weren toaking me to thte hospital! I don't even remember. I toent to blackout went O [psychotic.
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Yikes! How are you now?
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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My Pdoc finally got back to me!!!!! She’s calling in .5 risperdal for audio hallucinations and sleep and said increased Vraylar “is not magic” and takes over a week to kick in. I never rapid cycle so I didn’t recognize my oversharing, the crying then hyper sexuality, etc.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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