Bipolar Check-In #92

If you want to see psycho, u should have seen me this weekend! I was a throwing mess and could not keep my meds down. My pdoc said that I was off meds 3 days. And I might be my normal self by 1.5 weeks like I told everyone earlier since I don't usually post this way and consider others here.

raspberry (@raspberry blow your raspberry kiss and eat your own torte!) Oh, good, she said don't worry because she really is OK, Okay?

In TX, the USA? U mean? No, no, no! Maybe raspberry torte lies! She doesn't love her husband and family! I thought I trusted @raspberrytorte today! Everything she does is not intentional. She doesn't live any where NEAR me!!! She is part of my own family of 3 people 3 cats. \

WHEW!!!!

Or darn! My family doesn't WANT me to be on PSYCH meds? SHYT!!! EVEN I knew that!!!!

OMG! F* (***** it up?)

OH, so we ALL can share in genius comedy on TV?

Not really. I'm on my own computer and can do a bit of editing today so I can shut autocorrect and emojis up except what people here do understand since they don't have to be this forum combined. Not interested in you on this speeding up alchohol and darn I can spell joint majiruuna (sp!!!)

Thank you God (in my church because I DO really love my Baptist faith?) But I live in TX! I love ALL the Decmocrats & politicans in the whole US of A? Thank God!

I do really vote Democratic and don't love theorangeone (Trump). Because then I would be a fascist who can't slow mania down.

Stop it blueberrybook! @Blueberrybook ! could I get any more annoying?

Oh, I haven't owned a gun in TX.

I can't slow down?

You think that! Honestly here!!

Thank goodness I already showered. I AM really on my own computer.

I can up my own posts? Oh, thank you God! This thread should move since I AM manic crazy!

I am going to really all the suggested grounding phases. I'm sorry about everything today. Don't worry.


since I am online & lie?

thank goodness!

I really WOULD like a day of catonia now! Please, please, pLEASE. JOHN STEWART REALLY IS A COMEDY IN THE USA ON COMEDY tv? good.

People in the United States know what I mean? or not.

NO, no not that one! I am being honest here, not manic!

I may try to edit a lot today. I must edit a ton by now. I hate tooting my own trumpet I used to own to be a genius jazz player everyone DOES know! I do want everyone to read my posts faster than I do! Even my own family knows that. So I can delete some nonsense and you can slow down as well from mania. Please. I hope I can edit now. I hate autocorrect. I'll go back or try to anyway since I HATE BIPOLAR MANIA. HONESTLY. similiar haters of emojis? You would love to be my own family in my own house. Really, usually I have good grammar. I do like to speak English since I read English books.

Because otherwise I would be crying 365 days every year, not just in 2025!

Everyone on the book forum should understand. No more capital letters or !!! that is not intentional today. Hopefully. Sincerely.

Now I'm editing a bit to up the flow of the forum. I I hope you are an English genius Texan United States USA today.

Any lover in the Republician Trump Trumpers may or maybe not understand my own posts today and I can be my normal self in a month or so.

I hate being bipolar, and I may even HATE me today b/c I'm trying to use phrases editors of posts all know.

and don't ban me from these forums on MSF!!! Good! I love you if you do not!

But I may be a complete liar today.

I Don't have a gun in Texas, thank u! No one in my whole household of 3 people, 3 cats meow! know (no no not that funny comedy!) Really, I would mess comedy TV in the United States of Texas today.

I hope everyone knows who I am today. I don't try to be a liar. B/c I would like to get a day's worth of sleep right now.

I really don't lie and I hope you understand my own art that I posts & my pictures too

(If you would like to see more art today, you can go to the creative corner off the topic of bipolar mania).

I did draw my own art in my handle. (the eye over there). I hope you can see that won! Somedays even I would like u to like my own art.

And if you think this is funny, please wait for tomorrow. I am not driving my own car to get my meds today. My H said he would get them tomorrow for me so I don't run out or get in a car wreck. Both H & my daughter think it is a horrible idea. I overexercise as everyone in the exercise & weight loss forum knows and in the ED forum (perhaps) to make my own posts a lot easier on the eyes. (hopefully)

Please enjoy this Wednesday. I don't think it is Thursday in december just yet.

I hope you are an excellent English reader in Texas, today! I may try to read Lady Cop Makes Trouble by Amy Stewart (she is a very good & easy on the eyes author we are currently NOT creatively trying to edit over in the book lover forum. I think I books and libraries by now. I want to read all of Proust since I was the valedictorian of my own high school class. (That is an intentional lie, I hope you book lovers know.)

Had my physical. He said my bloodwork looks really good. My diabetes risk dropped significantly so I’m not prediabetic or anything or anywhere near that and my cholesterol is a lot better. Also got a tetanus shot today and have an appointment scheduled with him for May for a Pap smear and another physical in August 2026. He also is gonna call me because they ran out of the HPV vaccines they were supposed to give me today so when they get more of them they’ll call and I’ll get the 2nd dose. Also my blood pressure is great.

So things are well in terms of health

Thank U @Blue_Bird!

I am going to try to respond (probably to everyone) so I can slow mania down a bit, and I don't lose my own family talking their own heads off, so I am trying very hard to type the most annoying posts on this forum. When laundry is done, I may try every grounding technique in a row. (If I spelled technique today correctly, maybe I am getting there!) I was a very good speller, but I was the best. I prefer the written language & not the oral spelling. I read faster than I spell out loud because reading is part of my identity practically. Books are fantastic! (Like the Shetland & Lewis series I hope @Nammu thinks.)

Everyone if you would like to get a sense of my normal self, you may go to any forum I say I regularly post in. Or everyone's favorite MSF forum to see what might go on there comedically.

I think my coffee is wearing off! I am going to try some Tylenol, not a soda, and see if that helps the caffeine headache (Acetaminophen OTC. I hope I have the extra strength pills. I wish they made it in XR or delayed release, so I am on it all day at this point! My own head is slipping into an extremely throbbing headache. I don't need even a drop- more of caffeine all day. I will definitely try to better my grammar since I am not trying to edit every one single thing I post, maybe just a bit if I even think it should be a lighter day for me. I am suicidal when depressed, so I don't have any guns.

@Nammu wants to read all of Proust too, and I thought she was the stable horse with all the books in the entire universe. Oh, darn.

I love everyone, and I am honestly editing right now. Please see my earlier posts if you do not think so. I'm not on a mobiledevice because I hate posting on telephones and slow iPads.

Me these last 2 days

Boy does risperdal plus Vraylar make me sleepy! I just got up and it’s almost 10:30!

Well I slept till 10:00 and made myself a blueberry/flax/pb/yogurt smoothie with milk. Brunch! They certainly are making me sleep!

moose, I am so tired too, and it is 9:30 where I live. I'm in the Texas Central time daylight savings time zone. I'm getting some sleep, just not nearly close to normal. Oh, breakfast. I forgot my banana. I had maple cinnamon poptarts and a Chobani flip Greek yogurt and water and coffee already. I finished all of that, hopefully since I have an ED (eating disorder such as anorexia, binge eating, etc.)

I'm trying to fold my laundry, but it is slow going. I get distracted think how I can be funnier today, and I post it here instead of telling my own family. I don't want to drive them crazy psycho yet. They are gun haters. Even if this is Texas. They are real people not lying on the internet. They are not living where they should live at any point ever since they are in Texas and are very politically minded Democrats who vote.

I am going to continue folding my laundry. Everyone is sick of me at this point today. Even everyone has my throbbing headache and would like to bang their heads on the wall so they can go even faster than I do! Good. This displays the other way than you want it to display if you go advanced and see the head bangin emoji and to more emojis you can preview first. Darn. :banghead maybe? I am going to try that.

Uh I don’t remember posting that! I posted the same thing twice??? wtf?

Don't worry moose. I did the same thing yesterday.

At least you don't think your smoothie was raspberry with milk. Blueberries last longer in my fridge since I may even love books and writing and the entire alphabet today, A-Z. I should start upping my Spanish. I did take 2 years of real Spanish in high school. I am familiar with some more Spanish phrases on my good days, hopefully.

I would love to read Egyptian or any hieroglyphics today. Maybe I should become an archealogist in Egypt who loves autocorrect, but I am sure even Canada & the entire world doesn't allow US immigration!

Maybe link what you think I should read today that would slow my mania down (in English, as I don't like AI unless it is comedic. Link me to some comedy writers today, please! I'd like some online pages, not any books I may have. Plus my library holds are going to expire. I'm not kidding. I even want to be hypomanic now! I am not a chicken. @BeyondtheRainbow or is it @Blue_Bird or @anyone can understand.

I live with my cat and she loves me! That doesn’t stop me from sending 50 Facebook friends a video on how simple men are at 6 am! I think some will be offended!

Oh, my goodness moose! Thank you so much. I don't want to lose my own family of H & my daughter.

Read the labels on Risperdal and Vraylar bottles! Then take them tonight. That’s certainly slowed me down!

I don't take either of those! I have an extra optional Seroquel (quetiapine). I already swallowed it. Maybe I'd like to not overexercise & gain some weight instead of losing some. Since I have an ED. (or Ed or whatever you want me to be. Please not depressed like everyone on this entire forum understands, I hope! I was the fastest typer in my entire graduating class of just over 100 (109). Or at least my typing teacher must have thought so. I even learned to type on a typewriter, if you can believe that! The typing teacher thought I was fast anyway and wanted to send my to typing competitions, but I said no. The teacher even counted off points on my grades for errors, so I tried to be as accurate as I could. I struggled to bypass the salutorian. Her grades were excellent, and she played basketball and a high school band instrument. I quit band after middle school (8th grade). I hated the trumpet even though my band director thought it was OK and I did not play the clarinet like she did. And marching band was horrible in middle school. I hated it. I didn't want to have to go to even the 2nd band (which played marching band in parades and minor football games & pep rallies).

I hate mania. I hate all mental illnesses ! Absolutely.