[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by Achy Turtle Armor

Um, been away quite a while. Not sure how long. Things are much like they were before. Missed y'all.

I'm glad to see you back! I did wonder what happened.

[lynn808]

Good morning.
hope all is well for y'all.
haven't checked in much lately, but my health problems seem to
take the most work for me.
haven't felt like I can finish all this work to be normal or passable.
guess the validation will come back again, but for now I struggle daily

[junkDNA]

Originally Posted by Achy Turtle Armor

Um, been away quite a while. Not sure how long. Things are much like they were before. Missed y'all.

Was wondering about you. Glad to hear from you

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[BadWolfC]

Still under a lot of stress, but things seem to be getting better. Since I can't find a job and still want to help my fiance with money, I'm going to re-open an online store I started last year for selling collectible cards and open another new one for selling jewelry that I make. Probably won't make a ton of money (I'm predicting between $50-$100 profit a month from the card store, no idea if the jewelry will even sell) but at least it'll be some kind of income. It'll be nice to have less free time from running these stores too, I get bored a lot these days because I have nothing to keep me busy... I hope that this plan works out for the best.

[PinkFlamingo99]

I cut badly

Possible trigger:

28 stitches on my arm

And broke our deal. She was most likely going to refer me to a more intensive program within the same hospital anyway, but now she definitely will. I don't want to go, but at the same time I guess I need it. I wish I could stay with her and current pdoc because I feel safe and like they care. Sad and scared... Send me strength?

[avlady]

i feel bad today!!its been this way for a few weeks now, and i am coming off of valium as it makes me soo tired. i think i may have to go back on old dosage. did anybody else ever come off of valium before?

[BadWolfC]

Might have found an actual job, finally. Waiting to hear back on details. Wish me luck.

[technigal]

Ugh! I have been getting daily headaches

I am doing well lately. I do worry alot about my husband who has fatty liver induced cirrhosis. I have a tendency to be assessing him alot while we are intimate and I realize this is not good, but it is when we are close and I get a good look at him. Then I sometimes get upset when I notice his ascites is worse. I usually don't let it bother me, but I worry that I shouldn't do this. I am a nurse so I don't know how to turn this off. I worry about him all the time. I also want to start scrapbooking again and just have no mojo. I loved doing this and have a whole half of a room dedicated to it, but I just haven't felt it in like a year. This bothers me.

[BadWolfC]

Feel like I missed the job opportunity... still haven't heard back. I think my qualifications were probably overshadowed by my gaps in employment over the past couple years. Not really anything I can do at this point other than try to keep moving forward with working from home on my jewelry and card selling. Even if I keep looking for a real job, by the time I find one it'll be too late. Might already be too late. I'm only able to work the next 2 and a half months before I have to get ready to go on my honeymoon and move, and most temporary jobs are longer than 2 months. Oh well I guess... I'm just glad I'm not horribly stressed out over this anymore. I'm just looking forward to getting married in a month from now.

[cryingontheinside]

I'm feeling empty and alone , trying to feel positive and hopeful about the future . my life has to change , right now its not worth living .

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[lostinsidemyself]

I feel.....scared to open up here....

Lost; lonely; trapped in my own mind; completly alone; wishing someone, anyone understood my pain & struggles; wish i understood why i feel the need to self do stuff done to me; wishing i wasnt so terrified of people; wishing i had the nerve to end my pain & pissed i dont...

[Angelique67]

I'm in a terrible situation. I wish I weren't so alone. I get blamed for my life being always in crisis. The fault does lean back to me, but I don't think anyone deserves this.

[lostinsidemyself]

Originally Posted by cryingontheinside

I'm feeling empty and alone , trying to feel positive and hopeful about the future . my life has to change , right now its not worth living .

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Found this tapped the the mirror in my job's bathroom. Not sure whom put it there but I needed it and thought Id share it with you and everyone else here! Hope it shows up. If not its a piece of paper that says "You Matter"

[cryingontheinside]

Thank you lostinmyself, I hope you feel better too

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[cryingontheinside]

Trying to find the motivation to tidy up, someone important coming round and I'm just sitting here looking at the mess waiting for it to clean its self

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[Boxingbeauty88]

I'm all good today xxx ��

[Boxingbeauty88]

Hugs all. X

[Pastel Kitten]

I feel so angry inside and feel such unjustified anger towards several people in my life and it's killing me. I don't want to feel this way. I always get the urge to break things and sometimes I do. I don't want to but I feel such fiery rage inside of me that I can't seem to quell

Possible trigger:

unless I self harm

[lostinsidemyself]

Driving along the interstae today; not in a particular mood, not down or panicked or anything; just driving and theres construction; theres this tall tower right next to the interstate about 7 or so stories high, i looked up at it and had this thought "i wonder if i could get to the top and jump off" ???? Where did that come from?

Im either severely panicked like when your dies on a train track with a train coming or im wanting to jump in front of that train...where did the middle ground go???

[technigal]

Just started my Jamberry business. I like that I can do online parties so my anxiety does not get in the way.

Jamberry business sounds good. I have new account now but have been a member for a while and remember you joining. I'm glad things are going well for you

I really hate bpd

[BadWolfC]

I'm getting headaches every time I come on here, so I'll be taking a break at least until after my wedding next month. Could come back then, or I might not. We'll see how I feel.

I hope you have a lovely wedding, congratulations!