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#401
I have depression and i just figured it out yesterday it was 24 now its 23 is it good that its going down??
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Member Since Dec 2014
Location: Germany
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#402
I'm not part of society.
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#403
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#404
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angelene, Bark, Clara22, herethennow, Nammu, tigerlily84, Turtlesoup
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Member Since Jan 2015
Location: Texas
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#405
Today was a ok day I guess. Nothing really else to say about it.
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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#406
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Hard to know what the numbers mean, but keep posting here and you will find many here that can identify with you. Depression is hard. __________________ Nammu Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. ... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: RJAA!
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#407
is super down. and frustrated.
no matter what i do, nothing is going into my head. and this starts the self-defeating thoughts - i am useless, i will never succeed, i should just end it all. i wish i could. i wish i could end all of this pain. so that i can stop hating myself - that all this stems from school.. and i am hating myself for it because it's normal to be stressed from school. i am just a loser. __________________ "The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2013
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#408
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A hug __________________ Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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#409
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angelene
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#410
Another day of frustration and sadness because I'm in Day #3 of this fibromyalgia flare that's preventing me from training for the race. My training program is 3 days a week and I like to have a day off in between, and here it is Wednesday. I just have so little that makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something, and training for this race was one of them.
Met with the museum last Friday and still haven't heard back that I passed the background check and am good to go. Was hoping that would happen this week. How long does a darn background check take anyway? Because of this fibro flare I've been more fatigued and heading up to bed around 7:30 (just to lie there until I take my meds at 9 p.m.) Supposed to have a book club meeting at 6:30 tonight but not sure if I'll be able to go. Just seems like nothing's going right. I will take the dogs for a walk this morning though and then volunteer at the AA Central Office. Have an appointment with my T this afternoon. It's badly needed. Editing to say after going up and down the stairs a few times for coffee, my legs didn't seem to hurt so bad so I decided to proceed with the jog/walking of the couch to 5k program just now. I felt SO much better - - emotionally and physically - - after doing it. Just hope I don't live to regret it by making the fibromyalgia worse. Last edited by Anonymous37807; Jan 14, 2015 at 09:32 AM.. |
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: RJAA!
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#411
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im falling apart into a muddle of mess and i don't know how to pick myself up. __________________ "The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#412
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Editing this to say that I'm sitting here at the AA administrative office volunteering with nothing to do (it's usually dead), so I'm studying the notes I have to take when reading books for my book clubs. (The ECT has screwed up what used to be a very good memory). Just asking myself if I should really be in these book clubs if I have to take notes and study! Last edited by Anonymous37807; Jan 14, 2015 at 11:38 AM.. |
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#413
mainly been feeling down today.
because i've been feeling so dis connected and lost |
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#414
I wish I could end all this for good. I don't mean kill myself - I mean I wish there was a switch I could flip to make this depression stop so I could go on living in peace.
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Poohbah
Member Since Dec 2013
Location: United States
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#415
Being told you might have a serious health condition and needing a very invasive test to rule it out certainly weighs down one's mood.
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Veteran Member
Member Since Oct 2014
Location: US
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#416
I did my best to vent: http://forums.psychcentral.com/anxie...x-refills.html
We have to get these people on the horn this afternoon so my sister can talk to the doctor. I am soooo out of spoons! (Spoonies'll know what I mean.) __________________ * Panic Disorder w/ Agoraphobia * Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder * Hoarder * Fibromyalgia * Major Depressive Disorder w/ Recurrent Major Depressive Episodes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I exist here. I must learn to walk in this world." |
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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#417
Great! My wirerless connection is interrupted, I think by the many other wirerless singles that have popped up in my area. I have just basic no frills wirerless service, no high speed HD. It worked fine for two days after I got home, now I get bumped off every few seconds. There has been 3 other secured sites and mine for several years, now there's 5-6 new ones showing up, they are all secured but I think more powerful than mine. Does this mean I must bump up to high speed and HD wirerless or if I can't afford that to just cancel my service? I've been delaying calling to find out. I'm at the library now but paranoid about hackers. I really have nothing on my iPad its all on my computer but I don't know enough to understand if they get one they can get another? What a headache.
I'm trying to get up the energy and gumption to go the senior citizens place where I can excursive for free but it's hard. Hard to deal with the whole hearing problem. Just cause I can talk doesn't mean I can hear-- what is so hard about that to understand? But I do need to become more active and get out of the house......well hurrah I did get out today, just to the library but I'm out. __________________ Nammu Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. ... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#418
Haven't gotten out of bed today besides the basics that need doing, hugs all
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#419
sidestepper,
internet that kicks you off every second really annoys me! in fact 1 of my biggist annoyances |
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Member Since Apr 2013
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#420
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__________________ Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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