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#676
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Newtus, I agree with you they are contradicting themselves.
![]() The Dangers of Coercive Mental Health Care | Innovating in Organizations I read it earlier. There's a bunch of articles if you put coerced treatment on the search bar on the home page of PC, from all over the web. I don't see how you becoming a zombie is going to help your recovery. It feels more like a band-aid tactict and it makes me mad. ![]() Sorry i've been so quiet today. I'm crashign down after everything this week, but I've been trying to read back some.
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THANK YOU!!!!!! This is exactly my point!!!!! |
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i dont want to be a zombie
ive been compliant for 6 months now and they keep upping the dose. the reason they up the dose is because i was in the hospital 1 time. ONCE and that was because i called the suicide hotline because i was upset with the quality of my life. to be honest not being able to get up and do things. ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE is not helping me recover. its keeping me in the same place for actually more than 6 months. ive been on the injectable for 6 months but i was taking tablets months before that. i told the suicide hotline that i was depressed because i couldnt get out of me bed and do anything and wanted to end it all. im tellling you right now. try being on 100mg of haldol and do anything. the only reason i can write right now is because my injection hasnt kicked in just yet. and ive been using this time to compromise with them and its not worked. my mom wont help. so forget that. shes a deadbeat mom. my dad cant help. my sister lives near canada on the other side of the country. shes got her own life. and i have no friends in real life to support me. i mean i actually need my family to help me not friends who arent part of my family unit but thats not gonna happen. im alone in this.
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i cant fight the system if im physically weak and can barely keep my eyes open to stay awake.
do it. do it. be on 100mg haldol. fight the system? your preaching to the choir. at this point right now - by the time this kicks in ill be sleeping. i may not be able to get on here that much MAYBE. remember when i wasnt on here as much last month? i was sleeping. i cant talk fighting the system when i physically cant even take a flipping shower if i wanted to.
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#680
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I wish you could get a new doctor.
![]() I mean, agreeing to be on a med for compliance is one thing, but if that med is not aiding recovery at all and instead makes it worse, the logical thing is to try a different one. The goal of a med should be to increase functionality and not limit it.
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literally all i am asking them at this point literally was "please allow me a reduction in meds or a different one that will not make me physically weak or sleep"
they will not allow me that right. because if i could just get out of bed or a out of a comatose state i would be doing so much.
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#683
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when i was college i was on the freaking board to help fight the system and alternative medications. and thats when if i remember on either no meds or very little meds. does no one remmeber me saying that? does anyone remmeber when i was on these boards fighting the system? thats when i was on little to no meds and i was getting sh_t done. i might compare it to hypomania or even mania and i wasnt totally healthy but i was getting stuff done.
i even met with the state representative of NAMI of TEXAS personally. some people may be new to hearing that. i know some are. SometimesP your preaching to the choir. i was on the board and group of people fighting this in college when i was just not on these meds or very little. im dreading when this med kicks in because i cant think. i cant physically function correctly. my negative symptoms are ramped. i agree not being on meds hasnt ENTIRELY helped me. but i was doing stuff. it wasnt holding me back like it is now. what im saying is they arent listening or even compromising for some reason i dont entirely know and i even ASKED them today "WHY" they said "yeaaa..." and went on.
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#684
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Newtus my heart aches for you! I wish you had a chance to live somewhere different so that you'd have a chance to receive better mental health care. It's just not fair!
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#685
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i feel like im one those old big time musicians who suddenty end up homeless because of a few bad choices and then no one givees a crap about me anymore.
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#686
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I just think they should listen to her and lift the chemical restraint so that she can function and improve her quality of life so that she can having a fighting chance for recovery. |
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#687
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Well I give a crap! And just think there are probably more people out there that we don't even know about who are fighting this same exact battle as you are. It saddens me deeply to think of you and others in this circumstance with no hope for a way out. ![]() |
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at this point in time i have no way out.
and idk when they will even reduce the meds IF THEY EVEN DO. i might even have to cancel taking that college course because the meds also fog my brain and then the sleeping all the time. they said they didnt even want me to goto school. hah the only thing i can hope will happen is if my body gets used to this 100mg and backs off on me sleeping so much. im HOPING that will happen. i might even change doctors. but that takes a lot of time and who knows what contact they may have between each other if they do. IF THEY DO. idk. ive never changed psychiatrist on medicare. im still new to medicare.
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#689
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I cannot tell you what to do but I can tell you what I would do. If I had a doctor who was not listening to me then I would try to get myself a new doctor at a new place. I don't know if you would have this possibility but personally I wouldn't feel comfortable or safe sticking with a doctor who over medicates me and uses chemical restraint against me. Again this is just my personal opinion. |
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#690
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I have no idea what to do. Your doctor is terrible, and it's horrible you can't get good treatment. That's what I'm thinking.
My only example I can think of in "being made to go to treatment seems to be working," is Amanda Bynes. Yes, her parents are now in control of her money and she lives with them. yes, she was in hospital for a while. But, she is doing better and persuing going to school for fashion to start her own clothes line. That last part is key because it is showing recovery. It shows hope that she won't live with her parents forever, she won't need to be made to go in hospital, and she will continue on living and not laying in bed all day staring at the wall. This is the recovery I hope for everyone.
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I gues what I'm saying is treatment shoudl give you hope. It shouldn't take hope away.
And, I think that's the biggest problem with what's happening, Newtus, is they are taking away your hope. ![]()
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#692
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I'm thinking about trying to finish a 2year degree. I really hate school, but it is not terribly expensive here, and since i already have some complete i am hopeful i could get it done in a year maybe. I really want a new job. And although i am hesitant to take on something at which i would not be successful, my boredom level says i need a little more challenge. I am still mulling it over though.
Atypical i hope you do not have the flu! Cracking i hope your flu is gone or at least on its way out. |
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#693
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I'm so pissed off at the world that shouldn't be happening to her.
Malpractice like this and the world goes on when no one gets a say too busy watching TV to brainwash like CNN running the election, talking about miley cyrus and justin beibers adventures, spending trillions on war... using the military against civilians without legal prosecution.. BIG PHARMA ADVERTISEMENTS FOR ABILIFY AND CYMBALTA WTF |
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#694
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idk what to do at THIS point . other than get ready for more sleeping now.
im just so hurt by this. very torn.
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#695
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#697
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its ok. people think im delusional and even the therapist did when i said i was an activist. hah that hurt. but whatever. i consider myself a social and political activist. anyway my choices are extremely slim when changing docs because of my financial situation and where i live and medicare and all that. the whole community mental health thing isnt working for me because they dont care. and it just might be the only choice i have right now. but its not a good one. the reason i say only choice is because their whole system of the pdoc and nurse and therapist being all in one building is fantastic but their choice of care or "system of care" is just crap. and i see it with other people who come in there complaining. im at a loss of words and idk what to do as of right now and i know everyone here doesnt know what to do to help me and thats understandable because its the internet. but idk.
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#698
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There is forms online like this. I suppose this is what a lawyer would make you fill out etc..
Psychiatric Abuse Report Form - ECT brain damage, sexual assault, forced incarceration, physical abuse Stuff like were you drugged without permission, were you over drugged, side effects affecting daily life, etc |
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I think the difference is you are saying what they should do and I am saying what they will most likely do. I agree with you...they should not be doing this to other humans. Psychiatrists are really weird doctors...their history is actually built on the premise that inducing a second illness in a MI individual can cure them. They gave people malaria, electroshock, insulin coma in an attempt to make them even more sick to cure them. The antipsychotics were actually developed due to their tendency to promote Parkinson's and patients were monitored and their dose was actually increased until they had enough symptoms of the disease. Haldol was actually considered the best at this phenotype because it is a strong D2 blocker so it's use became dominant because it suppressed movement thinking etc...it was just a bonus that patients became sedated and restrained the idea was actually to make them twice as sick! The problem is they haven't made any advances since that time...there is no science to back psychiatry...
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