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#903
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#904
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my dads at work but should be home in 45 min. im trying to watch a movie to distract me but its triggering me instead. its called Dont Say A Word.
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#905
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Gr3tta: I think you'll like the pictures I just posted
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#906
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I'm worried about you stopping those meds cold turkey like that Newtus! I know you want to lose weight but I'm afraid they might force you back to getting injections. I don't want you to have to go through forced injections again hun! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#907
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my mom belittles me because of my weight. i like skinny. but anyway my brain feels like its slipping a lot and fast. it feels like my head is literally changing. tonight ive been doing some old things i did while psychotic. i figure im pretty much back on the road to becoming psychotic again. yesterday i actually sat on the floor in the middle of target. and acted so weird i guess i had 2 employees following me and kept asking me questions. 1 looked at me funny when i was talking. and i saw him kept looking at me when i was sitting on the floor in target. im not getting good sleep anymore. 5 hours a day. im definitely going back psychotic. is it worth it to lose weight? idk but i gotta do it
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#908
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i know. but i gotta lose weight. im scared they ll put me on injections again thats why i didnt tell my therapist who my new pdoc was. im not signing any release forms.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#909
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#910
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#911
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work was ok. i felt nervous when the bookkeeper and manager where helping bag items. i felt like they were spying on me to see if i mess up. so a little paranoia is happening. but overall it went ok. i have to get up early tomorrow. no fun. im washing my uniforms now. i have to wait til the washer is done so i can put them in the dryer.
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#912
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#913
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For Newtus:
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#914
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have u heard of hearing voices groups? they arent just for voices. they are for any type of unusual experiences. they are set up kind of like a support group. it depends on where u live if they have them there. something to check into
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#915
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its not illegal in usa if you have a criminal record or goto mental health court. you know? but i mean in my case once the injection was in me it was in. each time i asked for it to be lowered or changed i got a higher dose of injections. they said my defiance was part of psychotic symptoms. so they kept chemically restraining me. i had no other choice than them or so i thought because i was on medicare and most places dont take that. but i was so lucky to find another doctor in the area that too medicare. i got REALLY lucky. she is the only one in this area that accepts it.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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i hate to say this now - but i just purged my food. i threw up on purpose. im sorry.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#917
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Assisted Outpatient Treatment Laws - Treatment Advocacy Center
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see i was noncompliant and had run ins with the police and lots of hospital but was not court ordered luckily. but they treated me as such because they knew my history
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#919
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Thanks junkdna, I will look into it.
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#920
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Yeah that's awful. When do you feel mentally the best? On or off meds?
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#921
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It looks like the hearing voices group is only in Britain. I'm in the US.
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I don't know what I want to study and do with my life, but I'm thinking neurology might be interesting. I've always liked Oliver Sacks.
But then I think I might enjoy making documentaries or being a journalist. But I don't see much success in that financially... Being 18 is so confusing. :S I still have no idea where I want to go to school because I can't even decide what to study! Oi vey...
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#923
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I know I'm not meant to be on here, but I need to explain things.
First off the knife, I dont want to be stabbed, I want to stay safe. I'm anxious without it and its super difficult to leave the house without it. Second the things I say to my nurse, if I dont say stuff about it, there is no proof, right now there is a lot of it. Without it when they do kill me, people wouldn't know why, now they will. Well that's my reasons.
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#924
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there are groups in the US. i live in the US. i went to a training for it. to help facilitate a group. there just arent a lot in the US
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I know KUREHA. Im just worried about you. Stay safe and know I care. ![]() ![]() |