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thanks guys im nervous
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You have my sympathies, seriously. ![]() I'm planning to start tapering this summer so I'll likely be a mess. ![]() |
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I'm sorry you're nervous, anxiety always sucks.
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this is the first time my dad isnt going with me. he usually sits in the waiting room waiting for me. he wont be this time. neither for my therapy tomorrow or the next time.
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What dose were you taking before you were taken off of it? ![]() |
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She didn't know about my history with benzos because I hadn't been in this area long. I really wish her bad things. After she decided she was ending the Klonopin she brought it down to 2.5 mg/day, and then just stopped and left me high and dry to die. |
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how are you feeling atypical?
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I've tried cutting my dose in half before... turned me into a psychotic insomniac... well, more of a psychotic insomniac,.heh, but still it ****ing sucked and I didn't realize it was withdrawal until I took the other 2 mg because I was desperate for sleep. Yeah, benzo withdrawal is no ****ing joke. I'm so sorry this happened to you, frankly I had a horrific NP from 2010 until early 2013 and she's the one responsible for getting me hooked on a higher dose of Klonopin(I used to only take 1 mg). She was an idiot, decided that giving me benzos would make me sleep when well they don't because I have a tolerance for them now and benzos should be a last resort for a patient who can't sleep. There's so many other things someone can prescribe someone for sleep other than drugs that are so addicting and dangerous! But at the time I didn't know how dangerous this stuff is. All the stuff I know about medications now is from doing extensive research in the past couple of years. Ugh... I hate that NP's, pdocs, etc don't ****ing TELL you how dangerous these meds are! I'm doing well mentally for the most part, even if a bit wrung out and ticked off. I have a bad cold, due to allergies and the air quality being absolute **** over here like it always is in May. I got diagnosed with fibromyalgia on Monday and while I'm glad I know now what the hell has been going on with me physically, I'm not happy about this at all obviously... I'm really angry, actually. Thanks for asking how I'm doing, that's really kind. ![]() |
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Ya I didn't know what benzos were when this middle eastern doctor prescribed a whole 120 benzos on her last day.
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Thankfully my psychiatrist will taper me off the Klonopin safely, so I'm not too worried. I just need to be patient about it, not my strong suit lol but I'll do my best. This withdrawal **** you've been going through won't last forever, try to hold on. You can get through this. You're so strong for not giving up even though I know you often feel like giving up and wonder what's the point of it all. There is a point, it will get better. I really believe that. ![]() Quote:
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Good morning!
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Good morning Blue Bird!
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Good
![]() ![]() How are you?
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![]() I'm doing okay, my mood isn't exactly stable so that's peachy keen ![]() Now I'm having to accept that I have fibromyalgia... not fun, but it is what it is. |
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Good morning guys, how's it going?
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Thanks! I was really agitated and angry for no reason, I just felt like punching out walls all day. I withdrew from Depakote too fast apparently I'm sorry about the fibromyalgia ![]()
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Heya, I'm ok. It's been a bit weird lately, sort of detached. But! I just took advantage of the city turning the water off and installed a shower head. How's you're day?
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![]() Depakote is strong stuff... I was on it for a few days in the hospital but I signed myself out AMA because they weren't giving me any antipsychotics when I clearly needed them. Depakote is a pretty strong mood stabilizer from what I've heard, I wasn't on it long enough to really find out but from what you and others have said on PC it seems like the side effects are just awful. ![]() Thank you... It's pretty sobering but it does explain why I'm in pain and beyond fatigued(unless I'm manic heh) all the time even though all my old injuries have healed as much as they're going to. Sighing... |
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