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Hi Sapien, I am so sorry about your friend. That is a shyte way to lose someone. My precious sister died of an OD 3 years ago. It just hurts and hurts. __________________ |
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I often don't understand my issues with some stuff but not with others.
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I managed a sort-of restless sleep, but it helped.
I have an appointment with a new med provider in one week! I see my miserable pdoc tomorrow; I won't say anything to her about a possible good-freakin'-bye. I have my fingers and toes crossed that the new provider will be a good one and I'll never have to see the former creature again. The new one is a man, which could be better. So many women psychiatrists seem like they have something to prove and it becomes a power struggle. WOW. I can hardly believe that I may never have to see that horror show woman again after tomorrow!! __________________ |
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I'm taking a break from the forum because it seems my whole life is about my bipolar. I'm tired of it. I wish everyone the best and if i ever feel differently i'll be back. I've learned never to say never!
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I’m feeling weird today. Just odd. It’s been an okay day I guess. I sat in the sun for a while. Then I took mom to a doctor’s appointment one town over. We ran some errands and it’s late in the day. There was a lot of traffic but I can’t really account for all of my time. It’s been a blur to me.
I’m going through some growing pains in my friendship with my ex. I feel weird there as well. Yeah, there’s a reason we are exes. I don’t know. My sister brought some food by and made a big deal about saying I love you, hello and goodbye to brother and mother but nothing to me. I believe she has mistaken me for somebody who cares. Not being talked to by an abusive personality is not a bad thing in my book. I’ve written her an email but have not decided yet to send it or not. It’s diplomatic in nature but does let her know I’m off her attack list. I may go to bed early to reset. I don’t know. Hugs to all. ![]() |
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My doctor finally got back. He was super nice. He said thanks for keeping him up to date and that I can restart my shots. I wasted no time and I've already gotten it. My arm hurts like crazy and I'm hoping the side effects aren't terrible. I was only off it for about 5 weeks so I'm hoping nothing extreme happens since nothing extreme really happened when I was off it. I think my metabloism slowed down but I didn't notice a huge change in my moods or my anxiety. Its just I feel like this is part of who I am and I felt like I was kind of missing my identity without it. I do think the blood level will go up again and I'll need another procedure but I'll cross that bridge when I get there.
Sorry for the weirdly timed posts that are in between others. I am on MSF probation for my recent outbursts so everything I post has to be approved before it can be posted. Last edited by Mountaindewed; Apr 04, 2022 at 06:41 PM.. |
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I feel really bad about this, Jane. You don't have to go into bipolar stuff here, you know. For example, check out Fuzzybear's thread about an animal.... ![]() __________________ |
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I hung the flag that says "I stand with Ukraine" on my door. It covers the entire door, which is good because people can see it from the street (my apartment is upstairs). I've seen a few protest signs/peace signs around town; I'd like to see many more. That maniac must be brought to justice.
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__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Risperdal 0.5 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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I went out for lunch after my mammogram. My waitress was fine. I took half the meal home and ate the rest for dinner. As I was just getting to my car, my waitress came out after me and accused me to dining and dashing! I showed her my receipt and said that I paid already. She just bowed out and went back inside. I've been accused of trying to steal groceries too. I'd paid and had my cart and was just about to go out the door when a woman stopped me and accused me of stealing! I showed her my receipt and she backed off. Ugh. Moral of stories: always keep your receipts!
__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Risperdal 0.5 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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On here, I haven't noticed any change in your moods or anxiety over the past 5 weeks. Still - welcome back to your own identity ![]() __________________ |
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So sorry about your Friend. Please take good care of yourself ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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I hope to hell your new provider will be a great fit !! Screw that miserable pos ! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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