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#476
Aug 05, 2025, 08:05 AM
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How is ANYONE with faith understanding GOD at All at ANY point w/ bipolar?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#477
Aug 05, 2025, 08:08 AM
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@Blue_Bird - thanks for every post you make here let alone an excercise, ED board as well! Your understanding of dissociation w/ panic attacks & bipolar is BEYOND helpful. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen Last edited by Blueberrybook; Aug 05, 2025 at 10:50 AM. |
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#478
Aug 05, 2025, 08:11 AM
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Thanks EVERYONE of you for understanding sleep issues! I was never a good sleeper (even as a baby/toddler/preschooler either my mom says! And that was before ptsd, depression/ED/panic disorder even started for me. I have never been a good sleeper my entire life.
Thanks for understanding no art from me lately.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen Last edited by Blueberrybook; Aug 05, 2025 at 10:17 AM. |
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#479
Aug 05, 2025, 08:16 AM
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On my sluggish iPad I probably posted a million times in a row today! Oh well! It’s made me use my SAD lamp today and eat breakfast and have my coffee too! I need to stay off coffee but am WAY beyond tired today! Moose you really understand
 At last everyone is upping the activity on this board and all the MSF boards today and lately! 
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#480
Aug 05, 2025, 08:22 AM
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Wow raspberry, bluebird and everyone for understanding what ptsd/panic disorder and dissociation and bentos are like when you are bipolar too! Thanks for any benzo posts I mean not bentos!! 😉😋😂
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen Last edited by Blueberrybook; Aug 05, 2025 at 10:29 AM. |
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#481
Aug 05, 2025, 08:24 AM
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I don’t forget about bizi either! 🥰😂😊
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#482
Aug 05, 2025, 08:27 AM
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I especially sympathize with you all w/ heat waves (both weather and menopause and perimenopause too)! 😂
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#483
Aug 05, 2025, 08:29 AM
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Thanks to everyone who understands what the orangeone politics are like! If you have been to Texas even ONE day in your WHOLE life or lived there like nammu and I you understand politics and racism too!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen Last edited by Blueberrybook; Aug 05, 2025 at 10:16 AM. |
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#484
Aug 05, 2025, 08:29 AM
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Texas weather and Texas SE humidity too!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#485
Aug 05, 2025, 08:30 AM
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Isn’t everything too much right now.!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#486
Aug 05, 2025, 08:31 AM
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Mania good God! We’ll probably just hypomania for me now instead of full blown I hope.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#487
Aug 05, 2025, 08:33 AM
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All my recent posts are due to forgetfulness and psychotic blackout issues.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#488
Aug 05, 2025, 08:35 AM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#489
Aug 05, 2025, 08:37 AM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#490
Aug 05, 2025, 08:40 AM
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Why is H even attempting a complicated computer code for work at the moment?! I understand he is the breadwinner of this house & has deadlines w/ school starting soon on top of everything, but really, a computer code w/ me even today? And I'm doing MUCH better than I was!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#491
Aug 05, 2025, 08:42 AM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#492
Aug 05, 2025, 08:42 AM
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Exactly!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#493
Aug 05, 2025, 08:43 AM
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On my computer, off the iPad, YAY! I can make posts even faster!
Let's ALL get this board moving lately 
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#494
Aug 05, 2025, 08:44 AM
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I can even reply with quotes again
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#495
Aug 05, 2025, 08:48 AM
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Thanks for understanding GOD and faith as well. I'm very glad you posted this.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#496
Aug 05, 2025, 08:50 AM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#497
Aug 05, 2025, 08:59 AM
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I am crawling towards stability I hope. I'm manic still forgetful (racing, racing thoughts). Maybe I can even drive a car next week. I hope so, I have a rheumatologist appt. then. I will reschedule if not. I will try to schedule a pdoc appt. that H can drive me to next week I hope, if H can't. He is extremely busy with work too. Hopefully our love is strong enough still; we had our 21st wedding anniversary just yesterday. It was my worst anniverary ever.
 My period is starting too; well, I'm spotting. Last time I had a week of spotting THEN a week of a bleeding. Over a 2 week period. All the women here understand; terribly sorry to post this men!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen Last edited by Blueberrybook; Aug 05, 2025 at 10:25 AM. |
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#498
Aug 05, 2025, 09:17 AM
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I finally remembered to call the pdoc and I left 2 messages on voicemail. One with the office staff, the other on my pdoc's emergency mobile. I hope I get a callback ASAP at this point.
I know I need an appt. w/ the pdoc sooner than my next scheduled one. That appt. isn't until next month.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#499
Aug 05, 2025, 09:20 AM
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I am making these short posts to try to limit my typos, so everyone knows! I'm still extremely forgetful & manic, not just hypomania, fullblown mania. But no psychosis. We all struggle w/ long posts at times!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#500
Aug 05, 2025, 09:31 AM
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I'm dissociating. Struggling to ground myself.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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