Bipolar Check-In #92

Ok, please, please let me stay on the target with the SAD lamp right now. My family is up and they may morph into me at this point!

Multitasking is beyond me. I feel like it will be beyond me all year at this point😡😢

@Crazy Hitch I am so sorry you are dealing with a thyroid problem on top of trying so wonderfully hard to lose weight for your wedding🙄. I freak would freak out if I turned into you too! Especially with an ED like anorexia. I would be fuming 😡

You are so stronge.

Do not let it discourage you. You are almost to your goal weight! When is your wedding again? I definitely forgot! I am sorry about that. Sorry 😞

Oh I LOATHE autocorrect right now! Try to post about.a boiled egg on here and. It sticks an eggplant 🍆 emoji instead of the 🍱 emoji I want. Maybe I AM a boiled egg 🥚 you say? Be sure no one eats me!?

Wonderful.

Now I realize why we joke about bipolar. If we didn’t we could never stop crying 😭

Depressed.

Oh, @JaneOnceMore I am so sorry for you! I don’t want to morph into anyone here. Except those who are stable right now. No, not a horse 🐎 or cow stable on a farm. Or maybe I do! Oh, who here has ever cared for chickens 🐓 at any point in your life! Should I try to urn ⚱️ today and hold my own corpse! That may be preferable right now!

I am so annoyed at myself 😡. Please feel free to put me on ignore right now or any point. Especially if you have an ED too so I can stop being the worst trigger (gun) person on this forum? Unless you think I need to join comedy tv 📺 at this point in my life, ha, ha!

I am overusing lots of the same phrases (especially on my computer 💻 where I must use MSF emoji stuff b/c changing them up is Annoying!

I WAnt to be a chicken right? I mean write you know! Or do I? I should start an online journal or maybe a paper 📝 one soo can right it done.that is intentional? Or not. You think 🧐 I over! But maybe 🤔 you don’t like emojis! Maybe that annoy you too. Maybe you it. Hold on here….do I really want Togo advanced..l? Maybe I shoul think 💭 it OVer and become I (a) grammar genouisbcollege English professor 👩*🏫 or AP English teacher 👩*🏫 now crazyhitch and June08? Oh, I can’t Immigrate to England or 🇦🇹 AUstrialable? MaybeScotland Maybethe most underprivileged country in the world 🌎. Or a should go where they speak Gaelic German since I don’t know it at all? Please understand my interpretation of that Spanish phrase since I really cannot understand Spanish grammar to say more than “agua”, or hola? You want to drink me like water 💧 melon now watermelon 🍉 now so I will shut the F*ckup?,



Why that? Why is that? Don’t worry 😉 about me b/c I am a liar who lives in outer space 🪐 outer space light years away!

I reallyam totally manic. Ora liar 🤥 or both!. ..I really don’t live light years away! Maybe a am a horse 🐎 stable by now? Ora total liar of my female or male mail light years away! I could be a minority liar who steals other people’s art 🖼️ maybe da Vinci’s or via letters Viangelos., hmm 🧐 I must think about that. One #1 maybe? Or not you do think I lie (liar down.)? Like I am about to get married likeloco crazyhitch @Crazy Hitch really is not crazy loco, she teacher 👩*🏫 in the AustRalian language community in the USA 🇺🇸 Kansas state out 🥩 steak outback to jumping kangaroos 🦘 oh, crazy loco hitch may have gone to teach Gaelic in theUS Australia 🇦🇺 outback over there in hotAlaska! Or not? We ARE in the USDeathly row in TEXAS the US United States? Oh, darn ? I didn’t even know that! But you think 🧐 I lie?liar layer an egg 🪺 downin the chicken stake outback!

( Please don’t worry. IAM psycho 😜 crazy ✍️ write right human righters?).

Or not. I DO love spam ! And scam texts about paying all months 📆 December calendar? Don’t worry. This w really does slow my posts down. Or not? Because I liar lie laying laying an egg 🍳 nest 🪺 down! I AM a cardiologist who does tons of surgery by now!

I went to omg 😳 John Hopkins medical school. Or the med death row Tx A&M Texas one instead!


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When should I go to tx medical school? I really live in Austin Australia tx tech? SHYT!,,!,,,,!,!,,

My nurse asked about SH thoughts I was truthful and she didn't send me to the hospital. I didn't tell her about the Sui thought because she'd worry and I may not be hear to type this.

I am a writer human writer of human history b/c I 💕 have love lover autocorrect authors as. I reading my books? From thecity big Houston Houston 🏠 is house!

You want to live in Texas the united union in the States of the stalker USA!

BecauseyouARE really a comedian on the funny stupid comedy tv John Stewart Sahow!

New new knew that one! Haha!

Yonu you kno?

Yonu you kno?know. You are really everyone in the earth 🌎 who knows he is a minor minority or mayor in ? astral I AStralia Outerstake sate US?

And no entire MSF art 🖼️ aye hanging on the wall.

B/c u live in Texas and love 💗 to be 💗 tu be buzzer buzz 🐝 now so you may matterTo you. 2 toot your own f*ing trumpet. You don’t think I am schizophrenic?oh, doom eternal and dead!

Thank Goodness theSatanstanic Bible god!

I miss Texas by noe Noelle Noel this x crist Christmas 🎄

kThink that? Y U are a genuis you knolw if you maybe can read reed the obeo (oboe) by now!

I thought we wanted to get this thread going!? Rite right write!

Bedcause even Rite Pharmacy has banned me so I can mess, Houston TX more up more than Abbot the US Supreme court? as emojis always display when I use autocorrect on my own mobile devices).

Please don't ban me! or suspend me! or report me here. Or maybe do. Because you love to lie?

Darn! I thought you ARE on the TX ENglish CAnada! death row! with a gun (trigger) or not? You decide. Remember I AM the GRAMMAR GENIUS by now? I love the English language here!

Or not. I lie. Maybe.

Oh, I really DID play the trumpet in middle school in TX? Texas! I AM a stalker who loves me. Heart emoji!

@Blueberrybook

I really think you need more than just a 25mg seroquel increase.... can you call you psychiatrist again? If I were you I wouldn't be able to handle it and I'd do something stupid and end up in the hospital.

Ugh. I was supposed to see my therapist at 8am this morning but she called sometime last night and left a voicemail asking if we could meet either later or sooner. I never check my voicemail. I've been ready since 6:30am. I would have loved to meet at 7am instead! Now we're meeting at 9:30, which is fine.

Going into the lions den (aka my parents house) next Wednesday. It's making me so depressed. They're so toxic. My sister sees them a lot more than I do and she commented on how religious psychosis is real. Great. I already know what my dad is going to say when he sees me, "When are you going to grow up?" Because of course they have to criticize my appearance. It's just... MAKING ME SO DAMN DEPRESSED! I DON'T KNOW WHY THEY HOLD SO MUCH POWER OVER ME STILL! I'LL BE A 43 YEAR OLD WOMAN WHEN I SEE THEM! (My birthday is the day before... also depressing.)

I guess I have a lot to talk about with my therapist today! Hopefully I don't start crying. Lol

I go much faster on the computer. Since I almost majored in English instead of microbiology in the TX graduate level. (measuring school).