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#426
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Is this an imagine dragons ref or religious commentary?
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#427
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![]() cogladaid, Loial
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#428
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I had a dream that someone I know died. I worry that if I say their name it's going to come true. It's come true before in the past I'm cursed. I hope they're okay.
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#429
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Every morning i wake up im a little more depressed about my weight.
I havent been eating very healthy lately cuz i have no groceries of my own. Been eating my dads food. Ive been walking a bit more. Changing up a bit how i do things. Like instead of driving to the mailbox, been walking. But ever since ive been up longer at night (til 12 or 1) ive been eating around that time. I need a complete diet overhaul.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#430
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Good morning. Hope you are all having a good day. I slept until 9. Slept well.
Don't have anything planned for the day. Just hanging out. What's everyone else up to?
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#431
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Take my meds take my meds today I'll remember to take my meds.
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#432
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And. No. Day. Drinking.
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![]() Findingreason, Loial, newtus, ofthevalley, Sometimes psychotic
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#433
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I've been eating like **** lately. Last night I had pizza, garlic twists, and cinnamon twists. I'll be lucky to not put on more weight.
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#434
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Ive almost gave up because i havent lost anymore weight. Its depressing. And its not like im at a good weight either so i cant just give up...
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#435
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I've put on almost 10 pounds the last few months because I started going to the gym less and eating so much crap food.
Getting back on track lately. Going to the gym more and stopped eating so much crap food. Just need to cut out the soda (think I'm done with this now) and alcohol. Still tempted by salty snacks 🤤 |
#436
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Oh yeah I had ice cream too!
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#437
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It is depressing. I'm not too happy with the weight gain. My good jeans aren't going to fit.
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#438
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Nonononpnonokikkono so hyper now and I don't want to eat who needs food anyway don't listen to me I'm sorry wooooo
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#439
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Im just tired of wearing size 15 jeans. That's embarrassing!!! And its not just my jeans. I have to wear a larger shirt because i have a belly. Im so embarrassed and disgusted by myself. Especially to see people smaller than me. Im always looking at other women and comparing me to them. Seems like most other women are smaller than me. But i find it sad how people think im wanting to lose weight for men's attention. Im ACTUALLY doing it because i want to be THIN and fit into nice clothes, not have to goto the plus size section, plus PICTURES! Ahhh omg i wanna look good in pictures WITHOUT doing the funny camera angles on my face and body to look thin. It doesnt help that i have eating disordered tendencies due to my mom calling me a fat pig and telling me ill get diabetes all the time, asking me everyday what ive eaten for breakfast, lunch and dinner. And her making me log my food.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#440
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I think everyone compares themselves to other women. There is always going to be someone smaller. I understand wanting to lose weight for you. When I decided to lose weight it was for me and my family. I was huge and unhealthy. I busted my *** to lose that weight. Yep sounds like the makings of an eating disorder. You are not a fat pig.
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#441
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Imagine dragons lol
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#442
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I've put on another 10lbs myself... diet not going well so far. My dad even said "I'm not used to seeing you that shape" ... commenting on my pot belly.
I really hope I can lose weight and stay on my meds since they are working well. Just have to put in more effort... I'm the same as newtus... I want to lose weight for me and so I can fit in all my clothes again.
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#443
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I have tons of clothes from when i was 120-130 pounds. I dont want to give them away but idk if ill ever get back to that. Ive been above 160 for a year and a half now
Not even from 130. More like when i was 110-120
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#444
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All my clothes are size 6 I'm currently almost an 8. So the only jeans that fit are the stretchy ones. I'm 138 right now. I have 8 lbs to lose and it's the hardest so far.
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#445
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I am not optimistic about this last 8 lbs. I can't cut out too much more food. I don't usually eat too much. I need to run but I'm too lazy. When I lost weight I was going to the gym 5 days a week. I did lots of weight training which I loved. That's what I need to do. I would feel better if I did it.
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#446
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I'm still hoping to start running again. I think it might be easier to do now I've got on top of my drinking. I'm sure you can lose those 8lbs!
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#447
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I'm doing laundry today. That's my excitement. So people need to post more.
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#448
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So I'm sitting on my new sofa, browsing the web on my new iPad and watching the X-Files. Perfect combo.
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#449
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My son wants to do longer races so I'm looking into 10ks. Not for me. Running a 5k is hard enough. But it would be nice to run with him. Of course everything is a race to him so he'd leave me in the dust. I felt fantastic when I ran. My son says he feels better now that he runs everyday. More energy release of endorphins all that fun stuff. Just goes to show what exercise can do.
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#450
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I was doing 5k's for awhile.
Didnt know exercising helped change your metabolism
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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