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#351
Jul 08, 2018, 10:49 AM
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And what's even more sad is that because of my memory issues, nobody thinks I will achieve anything in my life. That includes my doctors. My teachers. They tell me to not stress myself. Why? Aren't I brilliant? Why should I be recognized as a dumb student because my parents screwed up parenting?
Desire2006, in my tuition, there were teachers who wouldn't take me seriously when I asked them questions related to my future. They'd just make a joke or two and dismiss it. I cannot go in detail, but they would just sometimes feel bad for me and tell me "you can do it." So I decided to end my own life, couldn't, psych doc was smart enough to change medications before I tried. So what do I do with my life now? |
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#352
Jul 08, 2018, 11:41 AM
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With your current memory issues what profession do you think you will be comfortable taking up? Be realistic right now...with your memory improving you can achieve what you want to in the future. I m trying to do the same. I m in a condition where I m not even well enough to take up a job. I m sleeping more than 13hrs a day and have huge concentration and memory problems. I make a plan for the day which includes a bit of reading, housework, self-care like brushing teeth and taking shower, and exercise and I try to follow that plan as well as I can. You have to find out what works for you best and try to follow it and add to it as you improve.
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#353
Jul 08, 2018, 11:47 AM
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please go to MIA[mad in America] website and tell me what you think..
also listen to Robert whitaker on u-tube... this may be disturbing but I like to see people get real help... it helped me and I have a serious mood disorder.. I wish I could still be around to help but I am at the end of my road...just because I am very old.. and lonelychemist---listen to yourself...what works for you.. not what others think works for you...unless you agree |
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#354
Jul 08, 2018, 11:50 AM
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desiree are your psychmeds sedating you too much
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#355
Jul 08, 2018, 11:53 AM
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I am lost and confused. Will my memory improve? When? What should I do? Should I try to get into med school? What about my mood swings?
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| Anonymous44144, little turtle
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#356
Jul 08, 2018, 11:55 AM
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#357
Jul 08, 2018, 12:02 PM
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I don't know how bad or good your memory and concentration are. You have to decide for yourself. Best of luck to you. |
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#358
Jul 08, 2018, 12:08 PM
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#359
Jul 08, 2018, 12:09 PM
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My parents are mentally ill and think it's a big no-no to open up to a psychiatrist. My dad is in there with me in the consulting room. But I will try this time anyway.
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Jul 08, 2018, 12:12 PM
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#361
Jul 08, 2018, 12:16 PM
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I am 86 yo...guess what..i am declining ....if I say something wrong... let me know about it...I am very upset about the medical field... and I am very upset about the power that money has...doctors are bought off...they are being told what to do.. to me TRUTH and reality is what is important...that is not for sale |
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#362
Jul 08, 2018, 12:17 PM
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The problem is he KNOWS I am a goner. He knows it better than anything else. I am inbred, injured, infected as well as isolated and abused. He knows my medical history. He knows I have breakdowns. Better than anyone else. So he doesn't want me to know that, he just tells me white lies.
An example of it is, he telling me I can drive. He called his secretory in front of me and told him to give me different meds than prescribed (he prescribed before I asked the question) because he knew I was going to attempt suicide after I come to know that I cannot. |
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#363
Jul 08, 2018, 12:29 PM
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It's very sad, doctors are heroes of my world. Medicine is a heavenly gift for me, as is life. We can solve problems through psychiatry, even those which aren't directly related to the field of medicine, like crime and terrorism. Every specialty is unique and has its own purpose. But so much for health and "competency" of doctors, which is basically how rich and healthy they are, at least here in Asia. |
| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear, little turtle
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Jul 08, 2018, 12:32 PM
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do you think you are a goner....what do you know and believe.. what is true here...he may be wrong |
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#365
Jul 08, 2018, 12:49 PM
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#366
Jul 08, 2018, 12:56 PM
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#367
Jul 08, 2018, 12:59 PM
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I went into psychiatry to help people for real....not just drugging them...
I wanted to find the cause of serious depression and suicide.. I did not find out about the causes to satisfy me... but right now psychiatry is using a shotgun approach... I am not happy with this treating symptoms...I want to treat CAUSE... |
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#368
Jul 09, 2018, 12:48 AM
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It's not possible for me to analyze my psychiatrist, but I will form an opinion on the basis of his behavior anyway. Do you think an inbred, traumatized, injured, abused and then isolated person can ever act normally in the outside word? Of course not.
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#369
Jul 09, 2018, 12:56 AM
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I really wonder why I am born. It isn't gonna be like a newspaper article where the author eventually discovers his purpose in life. I wanted to be a medical man, a savior, but unfortunately will anything but him. |
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#370
Jul 09, 2018, 07:33 AM
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I wonder why euthanasia isn't legal in India.
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#371
Jul 09, 2018, 07:43 AM
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little turtle, can you give me an idea of what to do now? Should I ignore all things happening and just study for the medical entrance exam??
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#372
Jul 09, 2018, 08:20 AM
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My case is far too complicated. I cannot be helped. But euthanasia isn't legal here either. So I guess I'll have to wait, and do nothing 'till then. That's the closest thing to end my suffering I can ever get to. Just live life as it is. No change, nothing, complete B.Sc, if possible get a job that hires me (definitely not related to science) and live life 'till the day I die. Even this has some plot holes in it, like how was I supposed to get a job without learning how to drive. I don't want to learn anything, as I have lost the will to live. I don't know why I post things like this here, it doesn't make me feel better. It makes me feel worse. Sometimes I cry when I am alone.
I don't know, the best that can be done, I guess, is to wait 'till death takes me. I don't want to take the pain to do anything productive in the meantime. It's just my case, I have to accept it. |
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#373
Jul 09, 2018, 08:26 AM
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please try to be kind to yourself.... |
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#374
Jul 09, 2018, 08:28 AM
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Little turtle, you've already gone through much, you're a doctor that's been retired. Please do not try to make me feel better, nothing will come out of it. I don't know, what I am even trying to say.
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#375
Jul 09, 2018, 08:55 AM
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say whatever....you want maybe you can help me.. i will die soon...i dont like that.. my good friend died last month suddenly... mistakes were made ....his death was preventable... this morning i am very disturbed...and tired.. maybe you can help me right now... |
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