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#326
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I got her off of a speed binge.. Imagine that? - I said (With the bad ADHD), "Ritalin prescription is better", and she's working on that.. Deserves proper help for autism. If I didn't have background of talking here, being a psychiatric patient, very supportive family etc, I'd be gone.. roaming the streets as "God mad". No tripping or LSD!! weed etc.. lol.. Nooooo. I don't even do acid.. Too much of a schizy psychedelic, dissociation. I microdose 1/10th - But don't feel the need for psychedelics anymore. And with the hypersexual mania, I don't judge. I used to be extremely hypersexual (Maybe I was manic, when I think back - But it was cuz of Abilify). It was a years long chemical binge, in the basement.. Eventually, I disconnected from everyone and said "This is stupid". Then I was diagnosed with schiz. I was also on 80mg of Prozac, did manic things in the psych ward - Hung around drug dealers, sociopaths, etc.. No fear. It was a fun experience... But it's over now.. But people must respect the need for meds, with love, etc... There's a point with trippers, where ego is increased - And there needs to be time for a more humble, calm and careful approach, especially with what is said to other people. You'll beeee fine. I still get reckless.. People always will be. As SP said, "Ride the manic wave", and take it a little more seriously idk ![]() |
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#327
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![]() I guess the main good thing that came from all this reckless crap was that I was highly motivated and overconfident and put in 25 job applications during it. I have an interview tomorrow.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#328
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I made of a list of everything I need to talk about with my therapist today. I'm just gonna jump right in and be honest about all of it. So I don't forget or get sidetracked talking about random things to avoid talking about things that I'm scared of being judged for. But it will be fine
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() MuddyBoots, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#329
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#330
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Oh no I don’t judge. I literally have done the same.
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So don’t feel bad. You are not a bad person at all. I totally get it. One time manic I was convinced I would be an amazing cam girl so lmao. I figured I was hyper sexual and not sleeping so why not?? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#331
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I think sometimes what I would be like off meds. When I was off meds before I was a quiet manic psychotic. Sexual stuff online. Buying drugs online. Writing psychotic thoughts in a journal. Spending a bunch of money on random hobbies and books. Drinking a ton. Self harming. Starving myself.
I mean I’m much better now. I’ve accepted I have to be on medication. I’m better on medication. I’m pretty stable. I have my moments where I’m unwell but hey medication is awesome. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#332
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I’m glad you got on meds, it is scary the kind of stuff it can cause one to do or want to do ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#333
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#334
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For me I never realized on my own I needed someone to tell me so I’m not afraid to tell other people too.
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#335
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I think of it like… you need water. You need vitamins. You need food. If you need medication it just is part of life. Lots of people need medication. It’s just normal. Like taking a multivitamin everyday it’s nothing special. You do all these regular things and hey, medication is one of them.
I ain’t sweating about it anymore. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
![]() Blue_Bird, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#336
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Thank you, that is good to know I’m not the only one.
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It’s such a relief to know I’m not the only one who has done something like that thank you for sharing your experience ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, SlumberKitty
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#337
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I honestly feel like meds have ruined my attention span too. The weight gain sucks but it’s probably a better trade off I guess than ending up on drugs or having pictures and stuff out on the internet and chatting with random guys that could be a bad people Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#338
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Yes that’s true . I need to have that mindset Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() cogladaid, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#339
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![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty
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#340
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I'll have to try those out, I'm going back to school in September if I can get my spending in check and my finances straightened out, which I should be able to back on my meds
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#341
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I just finished my appointment with my therapist. I was completely honest. I told her everything. She said it is definitely mania. She said it’s good I’m getting back on my meds and she said she would talk to my psychiatrist after we finished because they work in the same office. Not to get a med change or anything but just to kind of fill her in on the stuff that’s been going on the past month.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#342
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#343
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Thanks, all this stuff was part of the reason I wasn't posting much recently, been caught up in my own craziness the past month.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#344
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I just been Extremely busy due to working two jobs…but I have today off yay! Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#345
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That’s awesome I don’t think I realized you had gotten a second job, I knew you were looking for one though Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#346
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I am getting kind of to the point where I’m considering ending things with my bf. We are great for eachother but we also aren’t if that makes sense. We kind of feed off each others manic energy, making grandiose impulsive plans, since we both deal with bipolar. Like we made plans to move in together down in Nashville ,( we went to high school together in Kentucky and dated when I was down there previously). Pretty unrealistic since I don’t have a job currently and that would stop my SSI. And I was ready to do it. But he’s a great guy I just think we’re both a little too intense.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#347
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I have no family down there or any connections. Would be a bad idea. And he wanted to quit his job and become a guitar instructor. Don’t get me wrong he is legitimately amazing at guitar but it’s kind of unrealistic and impulsive to take that big of a risk.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#348
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I don’t know how to break it to him though, and I know I’ll miss him. We both really care about eachother
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#349
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I have no time for myself anymore. Since we started dating. Like we’re always in contact with each-other. Either over text, phone call, or video chat. Everyday all throughout the day. It’s just a lot for me and I feel overwhelmed and like I have no time for my hobbies.
Any opinions are welcome Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#350
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![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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